Tuesday, May 10, 2022


“Good morning world.. Will the Hollow Days of Pain Ever Go Away? And asking you more Painful questions right After being inflicted, by yet another HOLLOW DAY called Mother’s Day. With some of us still fighting back the Childhood tears that have haunted us for years. While, likewise Still dealing with the fears that another HOLLOW MOTHERS DAY….. a year from now….. will be coming near. Realizing, since we didn’t get a present, of a phone call, with our family members ignoring us and taking us for granted…. that our kids may have permanently disappeared. For some of us…… like me…....with something missing Mother’s day was slightly depressing and disappointing this year. SO KNOWING THAT NOT ALL MOTHERS DAY WILL BE HAPPY! ALSO KNOWING THAT BEING A MOTHER WILL NEVER BE EASY! Here are some more SURIVAL SOLUTIONS for you today. THAT WILL HELP YOU DEAL WITH THE NEXT COMING….. 365 DAYS OF MOTHERS DAY! So to make sure your heart SURIVIVES the coming PAIN. What I am wanting to know is… If, your Mother’s Day was another HOLLOW DAY Disaster in many different ways! HOW CAN YOU MAKE THE DAYS OF PAIN GO AWAY? So, asking you that PAINFUL MISSING IN ACTION question. Realizing for a few of us MOTHERS DAY DID NOT GO OUR WAY! While TRYING TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN THAT REMAINS. I am now wondering, as time has been marching through.... While going into yet another up and down month that focuses on Sickness, The Virus, Disasters, Pain, SATAN, Violence, War, your Mothering skills, also Other disappointments too..... After getting through another HOLLOW DAY…HOW ARE YOU DOING? And questioning HOW YOU ARE DOING, IF YOUR KIDS DID NOT TREAT YOU THE BEST. While missing your KIDS, Calls, Presents, AND FRIGIN BREAKFAST IN BED! Fearing that most of those DEPRESSING words, and PAINFUL situations might describe the MOTHERING PAIN that you are in. Knowing that some of you…. like me, are once again living on the HURTING SIDE of Time. HOW ARE YOU HANDLING THOSE FACTS OF LIFE? And that’s another good SURVIVAL inquiry. Because, with MOTHERS DAY BEING A BUST ONE MORE TIME. Right about now as the New Year has again cut your heart into with its SNEAKY knife..... After Surviving yet another HOLLOW DAY. You have to be wondering….. will things EVER GET BETTER IN YOUR LIFE? WILL ANYTHING EVER BE RIGHT? Bottom line, WILL MOTHERS DAY EVER BE NICE! And that’s another good insight…. into WHAT IS HAPPENING INSIDE. THAT YOU NEED TO KNOW…. IF YOU ARE TO SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. Because What if you didn’t feel merry on Mother’s day? What if you were not happy, and instead you were, and are still in Pain?! What if INSIDE YOUR HEART LIVES A FOREVER ACHE! Bottom line, HOW CAN YOU MAKE YOUR DAYS OF PAIN GO AWAY... IF there are no Happy Mothers or HAPPY OTHER Days! So wondering how you are answering those UP and Down questions, in the aftermath of yet another disappointing life alternating HOLLOW-day's dissection. When everybody else around you KEEPS celebrating and you keep Commiserating! What if on your Mother’s day or ANY DAY AFTER in your life, You are still sighing or even at home alone crying. Oh No, what if it was not a happy day! What if your Mother’s day was a sad day? What if in the aftermath of a broken heart your mother died. And what if you are also like me. And your kids are grown living away from home. And, you have Nobody motherly to kiss and hug on Mother’s day! What if ignoring you, your children, or step children do not appreciate your sacrifices, love, or heart break. What if all you have left are lonely yearning long time ago memories of being happy with your baby, child, family, or your mommy that have left you longing for yesterday . Bottom line. Can you survive Mother’s Day.... OR ANY DAY... IF YOUR DAYS OF PAIN…. WILL NEVER GO AWAY? Likewise thinking of things in a similar way. What if, your mother is still alive?….. But in an emotional dip, flop, flip, and dive of the mind with something wrong in YOUR life...... that is torturing your head…. YOU WISH YOUR POOR MOTHER WAS DEAD! What if your mother was and still is mean or distant every day! What if just by saying her name your head hurts and you instantly see red flames ! What if your mother...is a Butt head! What if she has been misled. What if there were no phone calls? What if there were no presents. What if you DIDN’T GET BREAKFAST IIN BED! What if your Mother abandoned you when you were small? What if you don’t have any good memories of her at all! What if in the world of giant hurts you feel very short, when you should feel loved, happy also tall? What if in a WORLD OF PAIN you feel like a bug drowning in the rain? Bottom line one more time. What if the heart break of a day...... WILL NEVER GO AWAY! Does that mean the PAIN will go on forever anyway? Does being without a mother or WITHOUT A KID EVERYDAY in many different kinds of ways... mean.... THE PAIN STAYS? Bottom line, DOES BEING UNHAPPY mean that you will Never Be Happy. So, not knowing how to deal with the FACTS OF LIFE. While realizing FOR SOME THAT A HAPPY NEW YEAR MIGHT REALLY BE A LIE! WITH TIME NOT ON YOUR SIDE. And nothing nice happening in your stay. Not knowing the answers to those questions. You have to wondering...... WILL YOUR DAYS OF PAIN EVER GO AWAY? And if YOU ARE TO SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. HOW CAN YOU GET THINGS TO GO BETTER, BEFORE YOU RUN OUT OF TIME? HOW CAN YOU GET YOUR KIDS TO REALIZE THAT YOU.... REALLY ARE ALIVE! HOW CAN YOU GET YOUR KIDS TO KNOW THAT WHAT THEY SAY AND DO MAKES YOU CRY! HOW CAN YOU GET YOUR KIDS TO KNOW THAT YOU NEED THEM IN YOUR LIFE! BOTTOM LINE…. EVEN IF YOUR KIDS ARE NOT NICE or THE BEST! AND YOUR FAMILY LEAVES YOU DEPRESSED! WANTING TO CRY, BECAUSE YOU FEEL UNAPPRECIATED DAY AND NIGHT. TO SMILE ALL OF THE TIME …HOW CAN YOU MAKE THE BEST OF YOUR TIME FLYING BY? Well FIRST you need to know that your kids will NEVER BE WHAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY! BECAUSE KIDS ARE INPERFECT, INJURED PEOPLE TOO. AND THEY ALL HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEMS THAT HAUNT THEM JUST LIKE YOURS DO YOU. SO, NOT FINDING YOUR WORTH IN WHAT YOUR KIDS SAY AND DO DAY TO NIGHT. YOU NEED TO REALIZE THAT THE HOLLOW DAYS..... REALLY MEAN NOTHING IN YOUR LIFE! AND DOING THE BEST YOU CAN DO AFTER YOU GAVE YOUR KIDS THE GIFT OF SIGHT! YOU NEED TO STOP BEING HARD ON YOUR SELF AND STOP EXPECTING ANYTHING FROM THEM AT ANY TIME. AND GIVING YOURSELF, PRESENTS, AND MAKING YOURSELF BREAKFAST IN BED! YOU NEED TO END YOUR SADNESS, also DEPRESSION….. AND YOU MUST START FINDING THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE INSTEAD! AND THAT’S ALL GREAT ADVICE! BECAUSE TO BE HAPPY YOU MUST BE HAPPY WITH WHO YOU ARE INSIDE! So, thinking about things in a positive way, in the after math of yet another HOLLOW DAY. I PRAY THAT BY FINDING THE WAY TO END YOUR DEPRESSION! BY KNOWING YOUR TRUE PERSONS WORTH. THAT YOU WILL FIND THE WAY TO NOT BE IN PAIN ON EARTH! AND FINDING THE WAY TO BE HAPPY, YOU WON’T HAVE ANY MORE PAIN ON THE WAY! So avoid the PAIN THAT KIDS MAKE! KNOWING THEY ARE WRONG AND YOU ARE GREAT! I pray FOR THE NEXT YEAR.... THAT YOU WILL HAVE 365 GREAT HAPPY MOTHERS DAYS! And that EVERYDAY AFTER will ALWAYS be a HAPPY HOLIDAY! So still thinking more about Mother’s Day. Since after all EVERY DAY IS MOTHERS DAY! I pray you WILL ALWAYS HAVE a Happy Mothers’ day by choice in every way. And, to find a way to end your Pain. Knowing that more Hollow days will come someday. Likewise realizing that the OTHER SUFFERING DAYS are also coming along the way. BY BEING HAPPY IN ALL WAYS YOU WILL KNOW THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A WAY TO SURVIVE THE PAIN OF TODAY, TOMORROW, AND YESTERDAY! SO, KNOWING NOTHING ON EARTH MATTERS! EXCEPT THE TIME WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR SALVATION. BY FINDING THE BEST IN LIFE…. THAT WILL BE THE WAY TO SURVIVE ANY PAIN. AND THAT’S GOOD NEWS AGAIN! Because after you accept your Salvation, the Heart Break that you suffer on Earth will never remain. That means, when you find the way to be Happy no matter what anybody does, or what they say, the Hollow days of Pain will go away." Joslin Fitzgerald...The Mary Author……. Thank you for reading my blog. Additionally, thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my writing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day, and sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! And Errors that cannot be changed, erased, or edited after the post has been downloaded. By doing that, knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for, as I am also asking you are praying for me all of the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, life line word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and intention leading you to.... Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all of the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior!....... Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day! Thus in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, WHILE BEING FOREVER ALIVE! I know I will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just Saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore in this prayer I Believe and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures I now KNOW I have received Everlasting Life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and Forever my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen...... Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night I will see you when we go home to Paradise! Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that I have again just prayed and Celebrated with you, because you are Saved ! Oh and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.…. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site www.joslinfun.com

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