Tuesday, May 10, 2022


"Good Morning World! What comes to your mind, when I say that today, is a new hour following after yet another hollow holiday? And knowing that another holiday, or HOLLOW DAY has again come your way. What were you expecting to happen the hours after the latest HOLLOW HOLIDAY? Likewise, what will, happen in the hours following after…. yet another disappointing HOLLOW Day? And with Holiday’s, also HOLLOW DAYS coming every month. Will you be able to SURVIVE the hours AFTER following another Disaster! So, asking you those Following AFTER THE DISASTER questions, while still knowing that you all need to find a way to SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. What CONFUSING CONFLICTING feelings are you still experiencing after yet another HOLLOW DAYS-HOLIDAY that has again taken away some of your time! And thinking about what HAPPENS AFTER in many different ways. What is a HOLLOW, HOLIDAY DAY ANYWAY? And what does a HOLLOW, HOLIDAY have to do with DISASTERS? So, wondering what that double HOLLOW HOLIDAY wording means to things coming AFTER. Following the hours AFTER yet ANOTHER HOLIDAYS DISASTER. The fact that another HOLLOW Days Holiday.... has come your way. Then gone away, while it hurt your heart... and left you empty and devoid of fun. Means for some of us… INCLUDING ME…THAT MOTHER’S DAY WAS RATHER DISAPPOINTING! And in many ways with MOTHER’S DAY LEAVING ME FEELING EMPTY, AND NOT COMPLETE. IN THAT HOLLOW WAY, THE HOLIDAY, HAS ALSO LEFT ME SILENTLY CRYING INSIDE. So knowing MOTHER’S DAY…. MIGHT HAVE LIKEWISE BEEN SLIGHTLY DEPRESSING FOR YOU TOO IN SOME WAYS. TO FIND THE WAY TO SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE! Exactly what do the ABOVE HOLLOW DAY DISASTER statements really mean to your Holidays, and YOUR INSIDES? Bottom line, what is a HOLLOW DAYS, HOLIDAY? And thinking about the words HOLLOW also HOLIDAY and DISASTER. WHAT DOES ANY OF THAT HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE AND THE TIME COMING AFTER! Bottom line, what does FEELING DEPRESSED, AND SLIGHTLY LET DOWN in a different HOLLOW way… with nobody around to HELP YOU celebrate MOTHERS DAY.... WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH HOW YOU FEEL EVERYDAY!….. And with some of you unable to FIND THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE does that mean that another HOLLOW DAY…. HAS AGAIN LEFT BEHIND A LOT OF MESSES IN YOUR TIME LINE! And in those MESSES, while FEELING DEPRESSED, AND SLIGHTLY LET DOWN in a different HOLLOW way, with nobody around to HELP YOU GET THROUGH THE DAY. Has MOTHERS DAY…. also LEFT BEHIND A LOT OF STRESS. Likewise in that STRESS while FEELING DEPRESSED, AND SLIGHTLY LET DOWN in a different HOLLOW way, with nobody around to HELP YOU celebrate MOTHERS DAY. Has the HOLLOW DAY LEFT BEHIND A LOT OF UN-REST? AND KNOWING SOME OF OUR MOTHERS HAVE ALREADY DIED AND LEFT US BEHIND. JUST AS LEAVING US BEHIND….. SOME OF OUR KIDS ARE LIKEWISE PRETENDING WE ARE NOT ALIVE. HAS THE DISASTER FOLLOWING MOTHER’S DAY, LEFT BEHIND A LOT OF DEPRESSION. HAS THE DISASTER FOLLOWING MOTHER’S DAY PRODUCED A LOT OF STRESS? HAS THE DISASTER FOLLOWING MOTHER’S DAY, LEFT BEHIND A LOT OF SAD MEMORIES YOU ARE TRYING TO SUPRESS. HAS THE DISASTER FOLLOWING MOTHER’S DAY LEFT BEHIND A BIG MENTAL MESS! HAS THE DISASTER FOLLOWING MOTHER’S DAY, LEFT BEHIND A LOT OF TESTS ON YOUR PATIENCE ! BOTTOM LINE, UNABLE TO SMILE OR REST, WHILE RUNNING OUT OF PATIENCE! HAS THE DISASTER FOLLOWING MOTHERS DAY, LEFT BEHIND A BIG TEST. So knowing THAT MOTHERS DAY WAS EITHER HAPPY OR CRAPPY! Were you an Appreciated Mother, with children who spoiled you and who gave you rest? Were you an Appreciated Mother, with children who took away your stress? Were you an Appreciated Mother, with children who CLEANED UP THEIR MESS? Were you an Appreciated Mother, with children who spoiled you and gave you PRESENTS? Were you an Appreciated Mother, with children who spoiled you, and who gave you breakfast in bed! Or being slightly DEPRESSED, WHILE TRYING TO CLEAN UP YOUR EMOTIONAL MESS. DEALING WITH THE STRESS THAT YOU ARE STILL TRYING TO SUPRESS…… BY NOT PASSING THE MOTHER’S DAY TEST! WERE YOU A MOTHER WHO DID NOT GET ANY PRESENTS! WERE YOU A MOTHER WHO DID NOT GET ANY FRIGIN BREAKFAST IN BED! WERE YOU A MOTHER WHO HAD TO CLEAN UP THE MESS! WERE YOU A MOTHER WHO GOT NO REST! WERE YOU A MOTHER WHO WAS STRESSED! WERE YOU A MOTHER WHO DID NOT PASS THE MOTHERING TEST! And in that sad UNAPPRECIATED situation, is today yet another HOLLOW Day Following AFTER another HOLIDAYS disaster… THAT HAS BEEN CAUSING YOU TO BE DEPRESSED! So knowing that there are some of you… who are dealing with DEPRSSION, STRESS, MESSES, and UNREST SINCE YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT THE BEST! While FEELING LIKE YOU ARE FLUNKING THE MOTHERING TESTS! Asking you those two sided HOLLOW HOLIDAY questions! Exactly what all is involved with…SURVIVING a HOLLOW HOLIDAY'S MESS? Also what will be involved in SURVIVING The Hours following After THE UNREST! Bottom line. WHAT HAPPENS THE DAY AFTER THE LAST HOLLOW DAYS DIASTER? Well I guess it all depends if you are still celebrating the last Holiday filled with smiles and laughter. Or if SUFFERING through another DEPRESSING, STRESSFUL, UNRESTFUL, MESSY, HOLLOW DAY’S DIASTER, YOU ARE STILL UNABLE TO SUPRESS your SADNESS. And STRUGGLING through another DEPRESSING, STRESSFUL UNRESTFUL, MESSY, HOLLOW DAY’S MEMORY, YOU have NOT FOUND THE WAY TO BE HAPPY. And SUFFERING through another DEPRESSING, STRESSFUL, UNRESTFUL, MESSY, HOLLOW DAY’S DIASTER YOU CANT SUPRESS YOUR DEPRESSION. AND BEING SLIGHTLY DEVASTATED, SINCE YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT THE BEST, OR NICE. WHILE THEY KEEP PRETENDING YOU ARE NOT ALIVE. THAT YOU HAVE AGAIN FELT LIKE YOU ARE FLUNKING YOUR MOTHERING SKILLS DAY AND NIGHT! AND FEELING LIKE YOU KEEP FLUNKING YOUR MOTHERING TESTS ALL OF THE TIME! That means, RIGHT NOW you are SILENLTY wailing and CRYING INSIDE…So, now I am wondering if that is the case AFTER the HOLLOW hours EVAPORATED. With you feeling that EMPTY WAY. WITH YOUR DAYS FULL OF PAIN. WILL YOU CONTINUE TO BE HAUNTED BY THE LAST HOLLOW DAYS DISATER IN YOUR LIFE EVERYDAY! OR WAIT!! IS THERE A WAY TO SURVIVE THE MORNING AFTER the DISASTER? Therefore stating that BEFORE AND AFTER fact....... one way or the other. TO FIND HAPPINESS EVEN WHEN YOU CAN’T FIND A REASON TO SMILE.. Let me ask you again in the lessons you have or have NOT LEARNED over the miles. Was your Mother’s day.. Yet another hit, or miss HOLLOW Day Disaster! WAS THERE ANY HAPPINESS FOLLOWING AFTER! Okay what I am really asking is.....will the hours following AFTER be yet another TIME when your mother smothered you with kisses and filled your world with laughter! Or are the DARK hours following AFTER yet another day AFTER the latest HOLLOW day’s disaster! Bottom line, are the hours following after...... full of a lot of black things that have crashed into more trashed memories that have no laughter. AND OF GREAT IMPORTANCE IS THERE A WAY TO SURVIVE THE DIASTER FOLLOWING AFTER! So thinking that way TOO, was Mother’s Day a celebration for you? Or with black and blue thoughts crashing down around you as the HOLLOW HOLIDAY left your heart in tatters…. Was your Mother’s day....... a complete HOLLOW DAY disaster? Accordingly thinking about things in many different ways always going back to the time of wine, roses, smiles and laugher were you HAPPY. Or again Was your last HOLLOW day a Disaster? And in the hours following after.... With the roses slowly withering as we speak. And NOTHING left of the candy EXCEPT CALORIES. With only crumbs remaining on your beds mattress! DID ANYTHING ON MOTHERS DAY REALLY MATTER? And asking you those tricky BEFORE AND AFTER questions seeing things two different ways. I am now wondering..... With most things turning into Disasters…. that we cannot escape! WITH A LIMITED WAY TO CELEBRATE. WHAT'S SO great about MOTHER’S DAY ANYWAY! ADDITIONALLY KNOWING THAT NOT EVERYBODY WILL BE HAPPY. WHAT’S SO GREAT ABOUT THE HOLLOW HOLIDAYS? So not knowing if there is a difference between HOLLOW DAYS AND HOLIDAYS since for some of you THE TWO look to be the same! IS THERE A WAY TO CHANGE A DISASTER INTO A HAPPY DAY AFTER? CAN HAPPINESS LAST? IS THERE A WAY TO SURVIVE YOUR PRESENT, FUTURE AND PAST! AND WHAT REALLY DOES MATTER! Bottom line. What will it take..... or what will it take out of you to survive Another HOLLOW Day AFTER? WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO GET YOUR GOOD MEMORIES BACK! WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO GET YOUR LIFE BACK ON TRACK! And, If your Mother’s day, was not great in the hours following after. CAN YOU GET YOUR TIME BACK ON TRACK IF YOUR LIFE IS A DISASTER? Bottom line one more time IF YOUR MOTHER DIED, AND YOUR KIDS ARE PRETENDING THAT YOU ARE NOT ALIVE! How can you find your way BACK FROM THE DISASTER! Well asking those conflicting questions once again... I think we can each agree that there’s only one way to get things back on track. There’s only one way to bring the good memories back! Likewise, while trying to SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE! There’s only one way to mend a cracked broken heart. Additionally, there’s only one way to make life sweet from the start. Because there’s only one way to turn a Disaster AFTER the day AFTER...... into a one of a kind sweet amazing memory as we escape OUR DAILY crazy pain. And that is LOOKING INSIDE WE NEED to find A Way TO BE HAPPY AGAIN! So now thinking more about your soul, and less about the people you know… You must realize, in order for you to SURVIVE all of your HOLLOW DAYS...... WHAT HAPPENS ON EARTH DOES NOT EVEN MATTER! That means, it does not matter if your mother DIED. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOUR KIDS PRETEND YOU ARE NOT ALIVE. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU GOT A PHONE CALL OR PRESENTS. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU DIDN’T GET ANY FRIGIN BREAKFAST IN BED. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOUR MOTHER WAS WONDERFUL. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOUR MOTHER WAS LOVING OR KIND. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOUR MOTHER WAS CREEPY AND LEFT YOU BEHIND. IT DOES NOT MATTER IF YOUR MOTHER WAS A RATTLE SNAKE AND MADE YOU CRY. BECAUSE NONE OF THAT MATTERS IN YOUR LIFE! HAPPILY THE ONLY THING THAT WILL EVER MATTER! IS WHAT HAPPENS AFTER LIFE'S DISASTERS! Bottom line one more time, what really matters is when you are on your way to the Eternal CELEBRATION THE DAY AFTER. That's why, you must KNOW to leave the PAIN, STRESS, MESSES, UNREST, and TESTS behind. You must find the Heavenly DELIGHT that will last FOREVER throughout Paradise. Because in Heaven... after you stop crying.... Right AFTER your HOLLOW DAYS have gone away! You, must realize once you are SAVED from SATAN…. WHO BY THE WAY IF THE ONE WHO INFLICTS YOUR HOLLOW DAYS WITH PAIN....... To find a way to smile. While realizing THAT NOTHING HAPPENING ON EARTH MATTERS! You just need to know that one day everything will be Alright AFTER..... Because AFTER YOU SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE there will Never be another HOLLOW HOLIDAYS disaster.” Joslin Fitzgerald...The Mary Author……. Thank you for reading my blog. Additionally, thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my writing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day, and sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! And Errors that cannot be changed, erased, or edited after the post has been downloaded. By doing that, knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for, as I am also asking you are praying for me all of the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, life line word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and intention leading you to.... Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all of the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior!....... Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day! Thus in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, WHILE BEING FOREVER ALIVE! I know I will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just Saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore in this prayer I Believe and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures I now KNOW I have received Everlasting Life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and Forever my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen...... Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night I will see you when we go home to Paradise! Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that I have again just prayed and Celebrated with you, because you are Saved ! Oh and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.…. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site www.joslinfun.com

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