Saturday, January 1, 2022


"Good morning world.. While realizing that 2022 might actually be another 2020 TWO. NOT WANTING ANOTHER 2020 REDO! While wondering if 2022 will be a HAPPY DELIGHTFUL NEW YEAR, OR ANOTHER HAUNTED CLUELESS MESS UP TOO. As the OLD YEAR LOST ITS FIGHT WITH THE NIGHT….Starting at MIDNIGHT was the party over? Or has ANOTHER YEARLY RE-DO just begun ONE MORE TIME? And asking you that INSIGHTFUL question that has everything to do with LIFE! LETS THINK ABOUT THE WORDS OLD AND NEW. And as OLD just became NEW did you SURVIVE the night? Or did something inside of you die? Is everything Done ! Or did something just start over once more as a NEW OLD YEAR has again begun!? And asking you those Over, Done, and Out questions as 2021 cried last night. As we kissed the OLD YEAR OFF and HUGGED the NEW YEAR IN ONE MORE TIME! At the end of another setting sun. Yes you are RIGHT, AS WE JUST OPENED OUR EYES. By SURVIVING THE NIGHT! We have just realized that miraculously we are still living on. That means, in that OLD NEW REVIEW we are all still alive in 2022! But WAIT! IS BEING ALIVE A GOOD OR BAD THING too! And that’s another guiding Light SURVIVAL question to ask the YEARS THAT ARE YET TO COME that will soon be overdue. Because still breathing, while Wondering if the Party is over and done. Or if the CELEBRATION has just begun! Right now not sure what’s going on! Additionally wondering what is coming next, or what has gone. With everything in SHORT SUPPLY. Some of you are CONSTANTLY CRYING while wondering IF BEING ALIVE is really a good thing. And with things from 2021 Still coming UNDONE in every way. Not knowing what the NEW 2022 future will bring your way. With the DAMN Virus and FRIGHTENING Violence threatening your way of life. While you keep living in FEAR YEAR AFTER YEAR. A few of you are likewise asking IS BEING ALIVE A NICE THING. Or IS BEING ALIVE really just a big mistake FULL OF FEAR! Bottom line, not knowing if life is worth living. A few of you are STILL wondering IS THE BEST REALLY YET TO COME? Or was last year as good as it was ever going to get for everyone! And knowing how hard things have been for MOST OF US. As well as knowing how good things were for others. AS YOU KEEP CRYING. While, NEEDING to know how to make the NEW YEAR HAPPY! All of those ABOVE KNOWING THINGS will always depend on what you left behind, and what YOU HAVE YET TO FIND! And all of that has to do with what you were able to let go of. And what you are looking forward to LOCATING will always have to do with many OLD AND NEW things that you know. And what YOU HAVE LEFT TO LEARN will always have everything to do with how the NEW YEAR WILL GO! SO, wondering what you know. Also how much you have yet to learn. While wondering if the past STRESS will stay in the past, or if the past will just become a NEW HAUNTING extension of your futures mess. Making those PARTYING ON inquiries once more shore to shore. At the END OF A NEW BEGINNING ONCE MORE! As, the old has become new again THAT MEANS EVERYTHING!......So thinking about your STARTS AND FINISHES as another tomorrow has just faded away into the next past memory OF A NEW DAY. At the end of a New Year that just turned OLD. As an Old YEAR HAS AGAIN BECOME NEW. Sea to sea are your troubles just ARRIVING OR LEAVING YOU. Next asking you more stopping and starting questions, while you are pondering on how you are feeling about last night’s Party..... Since some of you are still trying NOT to feel your head explode or your stomach contents departing. Let me ask you again, did SOMETHING INSIDE OF YOU DIE? Or did you enjoy the HEAVENLY PROMISED CELEBRATION of the Night! So wondering WHY YOU ARE STILL ALIVE. When you feel like you are dying! While thinking about your New Year’s Eve Party JUBILATION OR TERMINATION! KNOWING THAT EVERYTHING OLD JUST TURNED NEW. One more TIME IN REVIEW, How did THE NEW PARTY go FOR YOU? Did you go out or stay in? Were you with loved ones or friends? Or partying alone again were you Locked in, hiding away from the Pain of the next day! Do you see this year as a NEW high that will be better than the Old LOW? Or do you see sweet innocent NEW 2022 as a continuing DEATH BLOW? Did your troubles finish or begin? Are you at a New Beginning or are you at THE SAME OLD END! Bottom line one more time. Did the Ball SAFELY drop! Will the NEW YEAR Rock? And enjoying some rock and roll last night to keep from falling apart! Do you see this bright or plighted year as a GOOD start? Or a Stop of the Heart? Do you see sweet NEW innocent 2022 as a beginning or ending to everything and EVERYONE? Is the slate still full or wiped clean my friend as TIME is DONE? And here is the REALLY BIG QUESTION FOR EVERYONE! AT THE END ARE YOU REALLY READY TO DO THIS SCARY BEAUTIFUL NEW YEAR THING ALL OVER AGAIN? Well no matter how you answered the above BEGINNING AND ENDING inquiries....while partying hardy out and about.... Or snoring LOUDLY behind your own front door while once more dreaming about fears, tears, and doubt.... The one thing we ALL HAVE IN COMMON, and that we ALL know for sure it or not the PARTY IS OVER! That means, THE PARTY is over once more. And as things ended while others are just beginning we have once again left an old year behind laughing or crying as we KISSED OFF MERRY -SCARY COMING UNDONE 2021! Then screaming, CELEBRATING, and shouting without even thinking about the consequences we each have KISSED IN THE NEW dreamy-schemy SNEAKY REDO called 2022! So without a doubt in that KISS OFF as one year left us behind we have all run headfirst into a New Year that we are desperately hoping will be nice, neat, and kind. That means, HAPPILY as a New Year is calling just by the stroke of midnight time HAS AGAIN STARTED WITH OUR HEART BEATING. Additionally, as TIME IS ALSO STOPPING we have once again totally TRIED TO WIPE THE SLATE CLEAN in that timely rewind. And, in that Wipeout we are now BLINDLY heading head first into a New Year full of more screams, hopes, dreams, tears, and unkind doubts.... ONE MORE TIME!..... So as we FACE OUR FEARS while trying to figure things out…. WITH EVERYTHING TOPSY TURVY, AND IN SHORT SUPPLY. With the FUTURE BEING UNKNOWN in its FRIGHTENING route. None of us are sure what the next NEW YEAR called 2022 will really be about. That means, from near and a far as we have each KISSED THE OLD UNDONE YEAR OF 2021 GOODBYE. AND WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT WE ARE DOING OR WHAT WILL BE HAPPENING WE HAVE BLINDLY JUST KISSED THE NEW YEAR OF 2022 IN. To TIE ALL MY LAST YEAR WRITING IN AGAIN… by doing and saying that my friends, we have ONCE MORE SHORE TO SHORE JUST SAID THE LAST WORD HEARD... AND WE HAVE ALSO HEARD THE FIRST WORD SAID OF HAPPY NEW YEAR over and over again! AND THAT WAS ALL NECESSARY. Because IN THE HAPPY, BLIND CELEBRATION, AND HOPEFUL ANTICIPATION THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER AT OUR NEW BEGINNING! We have ALL said HAPPY NEW YEAR to Lovers, Family, and Friends! And silently praying to SURVIVE the TIME GIVEN TO US IN THE NEW YEAR we are ALREADY trying to SURVIVE the sappy Happy NEW lie that 2022 will be nice? So saying the AMBIGUOUS WORD OF HAPPY, realizing that HAPPY word…. will always be open to many glad or sad interpretations! Praying the party is not over and that we will Not die. Likewise Praying that we will not be dead or dying….. at the end of the new Beginning when 2022 flys, and 2023 says HI! THAT MEANS, ONE MORE TIME IN OUR BLINDNESS We have raised our glasses high as we have said GOOD RIDDANCE AND GOODBY TO 2021 that WAS COMING COMPLELTY UNDONE! And going around the bend we have toasted with champagne and fearfully or cheerfully WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHAT WE ARE DOING! WE HAVE Brought the NEW 2022 in! SO LETS THINK ABOUT HOW YOU JUST DID THAT….Because doing that ALL OVER AGAIN, some of us had a stay at home PJ PARTY as we started out THE NEW YEAR. That means, we safely stayed off of the roads, had some drinks, watched the ball drop on TV, Kissed, and then went to sleep last night, with the right someone by our side. BUT WAIT! WHAT IF you did not do THINGS THAT WAY...AND QUESTIONING HOW YOU CELEBRATED OR IF YOU CELEBRATED AT ALL. Now I am wondering if you were not asleep by midnight.... How did you survive the night AS YOU WATCHED THE BALL FALL! And that's another good SURVIVAL question. Because I know that some of you started the New Year the same way you did 2021 by making huge mistakes that you would rather forget for goodness sakes! That means, some of you kissed frogs hoping they would turn into a Prince! And by waking up next to them snoring…. you have found your Prince is still saying RIBBIT! Sadly most of you had too much to drink! And KNOWING THAT 2021 WAS A STINKER TO FORGET WHAT CAN NOT BE FORGOTTEN! AS it all came UNDONE in 2021! You are now STARTING to wake up with NEW 2022 severe headaches, attached to stomachs that feel ROTTEN! And in a ODD BALL CELEBRATION THAT WENT ASTRAY DEALING WITH TERRIBLE worse hangovers. That means, you are more than likely dehydrated also short of breath as the year got you closer to death! Then in that Scary Eternal Rest Testing Thought knowing there’s a lot to be won more to be lost.... Some of you partied too hard trying to forget what cannot be forgotten COAST TO COAST. That means, COAST TO COAST some of you drank until your nose and toes were floating trying to ignore the pain that will be coming. Some woke up with missing or unknown people. And some of you are still Not TO sure where your clothes are or where your new shoes might be that are absent without leave. Sadly some of you hung on the stars and shot the moon dancing the night away, way too hard with insane people who you do not even know their names! Some may have ended up in the ER. Some may have put scars on their hearts if you broke up. Some have thrown up. SOME HAVE GIVEN UP. And some of you may not even be able to find your cars. AND ALL OF THAT WAS NECESSARY. Because TRYING TO DEAL WITH THE FEARS of the OLD and NEW Year you partied a little bit too hard! Additionally Some of you may even need a crutch, since limping around trying to clear your head you may not have even gone to bed yet. And some of you are still wearing the funny black Gold and white hats trying to take more pictures after that. Some of you might still be high....and thinking that you could fly while launching off into the sky.... you may have ended up jumping off of a roof and smashed your cracked head. SOME OF YOU MAY EVEN BE WISHING YOU WERE DEAD. BECAUSE SOME OF YOU CANNOT FACE THE YEAR AHEAD. Some may have ended up with speeding tickets, needing bail. Some may have been arrested for drunk driving and ended up in jail. Some have told lies. Some have concocted alibis. And some of you have broken the ties that bind as sin blinded you one more time. And doing what WAS WRONG OR RIGHT! Curiously we have done all of those interesting things....while blindly CELEBRATING in drunken jubilee in JUST ONE NIGHT! And in the celebration termination found in delight or fright in the name of running away from Pain, or trying to have HAPPY fun last night.... With all of those things located in the hopes and dreams of a HAPPY NEW YEAR that might not even come by.... We have kissed our honeys, patted our dogs, also petted our cats AND PRAYED FOR THINGS TO BE BETTER in the name of the new 2022 year arriving! AND WE HAVE DONE ALL OF THAT IN JUST ONE MAGICAL OR DEADLY NIGHT! Therefore as we continue to explore BOTH SIDES OF THE WORD HAPPY some of you are feeling rather ill right now wondering ONCE MORE what else this SAPP SLAP HAPPY.... Happy New 2022 Year has in store! Because as your stomach is rolling over and disgusting things are dropping out of all of your Ends, PIE HOLES, and Beginnings. While the ball dropped, and the clock stopped, TRYING TO UNDERSTAND THE LAST WORD SAID AND THE FIRST WORD friend NOT KNOWING IF THE PARTY IS OVER OR IF THE CELEBRATION HAS JUST BEGUN SHORE TO SHORE! You have once more MISSED THE POINT OF EVERYTHING! So, now thinking less about your exploding heads and stomach stress, and thinking more about your SOULS mess..... THAT MEANS, THAT SADLY A FEW OF YOU HAVE AGAIN FORGOTTEN THAT YOU NEED JESUS TO SURVIVE EVERYTHING. And If you do not know JESUS.... a few of you have not yet LEARNED your needed required life lessons..... That means, while going through life all alone if you have no way to end the Pain and to get to Heavens Home you have never learned anything in the old year either. And as the party is REALLY ABOUT TO BE OVER ….. Some of you are still having a very hard time learning the Right lessons in the New Year too.... of what not…. and what to do!. So saying all of that over once more WITH YOU NEEDING TO ADD TO YOUR FIRST NEW YEARS RESOLUTION. Knowing being HAPPY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LOSING WEIGHT. ALSO KNOWING THAT BEING HAPPY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH BEING RICH OR GREAT. AND FOR HEAVEN SAKES KNOWING THAT BEING HAPPY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH BEING FAMOUS! Here is another Life Saving question for you! So as we brought the New Year in, and TIME wrung us out AGAIN. While making us black and blue as the balloons popped on the floor..... In REVIEW Exactly what does the PARTY IS OVER....AND THE CELEBRATION IS JUST BEGINNING mean to you? And trying to answer that Eternal party on question, (if you remember anything) How did you start out your first few minutes of the New Year? Were you crying, laughing, or shouting? Were you celebrating in hopes with happy tears or screaming while hiding away with fear? WELL THOSE ARE MORE GOOD QUESTIONS. Because subsequently in that ENDING AND BEGINNING thoughts Knowing the party is over.... or that the CELEBRATION is just starting.... as you are Contemplating if time is stopping or finishing. Like everything else in life the answers to all of those inquiries ALL DEPEND ON HOW YOU ARE LOOKING AT THINGS. AND THAT ALL DEPENDS IF JESUS WAS THE FIRST ONE YOU WISHED and THANKED FOR YOU HAPPY NEW YEAR!..... So in the FIRST WORD SAID AND HEARD How you are looking at things has everything to do with how you are handling the challenges of your time going and coming!. Therefore saying will forever be very important to know what happens at the end of your life's STORY when the PARTY IS REALLY OVER INDEFINITELY! Because with the clock starting and your heart eventually stopping the party will really be over if you are not a Christian! And knowing one day the Party will be over ( if you are not a Christian) THAT JUST MEANS, it’s just a matter of how many more empty years will pass by, as you are passing out, before you to die homeless and ALONE. On the other hand if you are a Christian, AND YOU STARTED THE NEW YEAR OFF RIGHT PRAISING THE LORD AND PRAYING in your mission to FOLLOW JESUS while you PARTY ON NOW and for ALL eternity..... Since you have accepted JESUS AS YOUR SAVIOR.... CELEBRATING NOW AND FOREVER AFTER Knowng that you will always be FORGIVEN for your stupidity. YOU WILL FIND BY TRUSTING JESUS, TO PICK UP SATANS PIECES, THAT BEING HAPPY IN THE NEW YEAR will be EASY! Therefore knowing whether the party is over or if the celebration is just beginning..... In your yearly review....WHAT YOU HAVE HEARD AND LEARNED WILL ALWAYS BE UP TO YOU! That' s why, you need to know last year and into the New Year's Light to keep the party going all your life all you have to do is accept JESUS CHRIST! Bottom line before all OF YOUR NEW YEARS RUN OUT OF TIME.. You need to realize to keep your SOUL’S PARTY going on forever you must know who will get you through all of your pain and strife, while one day taking you to an Eternal Celebration in Heavens Paradise! And those are more SAVED things your soul must know if you want to HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR and to one day go home. Because without a BEGINNING the party..... will REALLY BE OVER..... That’s why, you need JESUS CHRIST IN YOUR LIFE. So that the HEAVENLY CELEBRATION of Eternal Life will always be the START of a HAPPY NEW YEAR..... Full of Heavenly Love! That way JESUS CHRIST WILL MAKE SURE THAT THE PARTY WILL NEVER BE OVER BECAUSE THE CELBRATION HAS JUST STARTED! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE….” Joslin Fitzgerald.....The Mary Author ……. Happily, I know that all of the Above words have blessed your soul and heart with Heavenly Love. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of JESUS’ Amazing Grace that is everywhere. Please know every word I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction leading you to.... Your Prayer of Salvation……… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past. And that I have done bad things today. Also that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes that makes me a Sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying. So, because I am a Sinner I know I need a Savior...... Therefore Jesus, my sins and unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because, I want to be Eternally Happy. And I need to be Forever SAVED. Saying that Jesus Christ, I believe that YOU are Gods Holy Son. Jesus I believe you were born on Christmas Day. And Jesus, I believe that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus that in your love for me that you died on the Cross to SAVED me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. That’s why, WITH YOU BEING ALIVE RIGHT NOW! And because of what I believe, as I accept my Salvation. I KNOW you will always be Alive forevermore. And I also KNOW that right now you are living inside my heart and soul! SO BELIEVING JESUS that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those sins I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in…. as well as my sins that I do not even know past, present and future. I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. I likewise claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am SAVED FROM SATAN’S Fear, Lies and Pain. Because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I will not go to my endless grave. In that FORGIVEN statement that just SAVED MY LIFE! Thank you Jesus Christ, because I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore in this prayer I believe AND KNOW that I am Born Again into Heavens sight. And in your Biblical Promise of SALVATION written in the scriptures I KNOW THAT I HAVE JUST RECIEVED EVERLASTING LIFE! So, as asked you to change my blind darkness, to YOUR Guiding Light ….RECEIVING MY SALVATION you are forever MY SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST. Amen……………………… Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus… requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your Salvation you are right now this second SAVED. That means I will see you when we go Away back home! And making that SAVED statement as my Heavenly sister or brother…………… Thank You for reading and enjoying my blog that is being written every day… sometimes very LATE at night, through BLEARY eyes. And yes this night time writing continues to be hard for me. Because taking up to SIX HOURS AT A TIME TO WRITE EACH BLOG POST, to reach the people in the states, as well as those living overseas, this inspirational early morning writing has always been very challenging. And in that challenge WHILE UNABLE TO EDIT AFTER THE BLOG IS POSTED…to do things right, Thank You for overlooking the small typos, and tiny grammatical also text errors that you might find in some of my writing. By doing that, knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST, is Perfect in his beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. As I am also asking that you are praying for me all of the time in the same way!............... And on another note if you would like to look at and purchase my 16 Children’s Books that will teach the sweet children in your life funny, important life lessons. And to ALSO buy the coordinating Animated Audio DVD Book MOVIES that when played on your TV, computer ect, will make my one of a kind stories come alive right in front of your child’s eyes!….. Please go to my web site And in the meantime. Thank you for your prayers and support you are giving me daily. Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You night and day….….. while I am going along my Mary Merry

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