Thursday, January 20, 2022


“Good Morning World.. So what is black ice? Also what is a wreck of life? Next asking you that question once or twice what does BLACK ICE have to do with THE WRECKS OF LIFE! And more importantly what does BLACK ICE and the WRECKS OF LIFE have to do with WARNING SIGNS. Likewise what does BLACK ICE, WARNING SIGNS, and the WRECKS OF LIFE have to do with your TIME LINE. And one more time what do any of the ABOVE things thing have to do with SURVIVING THE FACTS OF LIFE! So KNOWING THAT WE ALL NEED TO BE LISTENING AND OBEYING THE WARNING SIGNS LEADING TO THE END OF TIME. While also knowing if we do NOT SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE that we are all close to a time when we could lose MORE THAN OUR MINDS. All of those lost and found thoughts have again taken me back to another time when I almost LOST MY MIND, and MY BOTTOM LINE! So NOT wanting you to lose your MIND OR BOTTOM LINE, while making those Smashing inquiries that will SAVE YOUR LIFE. The last couple of days I have been talking about Danger, Endings, Starting Over, Winter, Crashes, Cracks, Smashes, Snow, Oreos, your Soul, Life, things in Short Supply, Time, Black Ice, and WARNING SIGNS. Likewise I have been writing about SURVIVING THE FACTS OF LIFE. And NOT WANTING YOU TO LOSE YOUR MIND OR BOTTOM LINE. I have also been sharing my thoughts that have everything to do with LEAVING BEHIND THE DARKNESS OF OUR TIME. And in the combination of the ABOVE thoughts connected to being Saved, or lost, abandoned or loved.... I have been talking about Leaving the Past’s misery behind! And doing all of that….. those WARNING SURVIVING thoughts have all led me to share a ONCE UPON A TIME…TRUE ....LIFE AND DEATH BAD WRECK memory of mine.... So wanting you to SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. I think sharing by example… will be another good idea of mine. BECAUSE FOR YOU TO FIND YOUR WAY TO SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. You need to know that there is a REASON WHY I KEEP WRITING. And the REASON I KEEP WRITING THIS BLOG EVERYDAY is because THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I WAS NOT LISTENING TO WHAT THE WARNING SIGNS HAD TO SAY. That means, THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I WAS NOT GOING THE RIGHT WAY. And in that FLYING BY moment when I ALMOST DIED. That’s when, I was involved some years ago IN A WRECK OF LIFE! And that was another FRIGHTENING situation when my LIGHT was almost taken out, on a day that I too almost RAN OUT OF TIME! So, IN MY INTRODUCTION TO BLACK ICE. Wanting you to know whether you live where it snows or where the PALM TREES BLOW THAT THE BLACK ICE WILL AFFECT YOUR SOUL and LIFE. Knowing that my personal sharing of what happened in my life shows that I care what happens to you in your time line..... Yesterday I started talking about literally and figuratively slipping and sliding on BLACK ICE.... So KNOWING THAT WE ALL NEED KNOW WHAT BLACK ICE IS. Meaning that likewise we all NEED TO BE LISTENING AND OBEYING THE WARNING SIGNS IN LIFE. While also knowing that RIGHT NOW WE ARE ALL CLOSE TO A TIME WHEN WE WILL LOSE MORE THAN OUR BOTTOM LINES and LIFE. With a lot of you close to losing MORE THAN YOUR MINDS. All of those SURVIVAL thoughts have again taken me back to another time when I almost LOST MY BOTTOM LINE. That’s why, knowing how important it is for us to keep following the LIGHT. LIKEWISE KNOWING HOW URGENT IT WILL ALWAYS BE TO KEEP LISTENING TO THE WARNING SIGNS OF LIFE! TO AVOID THINKING ABOUT THE DARK TIMES THAT WILL SOON BE ARRIVING. TO NOT LOSE YOUR MIND! You must LEARN HOW TO SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. That’s why, YOU NEED JESUS CHRIST TO HOLD YOU UP…. IF YOU ARE GOING TO SURVIVE STANDING ON BLACK ICE! So thinking along those BOTTOM LINE ways. Today I have again started thinking and writing about BLACK ICE and the WRECKS OF LIFE! That's why, remembering that PERSONAL life and death adventure......THAT STILL HAUNTS MY MIND. I am going to be writing about a FRIGHTENING time when LIFE was flashing right by my eyes..... And writing about the cold, BLACK ICE that started that TERRIFYING RIDE. At the same time I will be sharing the LIGHT OF JESUS CHRIST to a world that is DYING! SO TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU OBEY THE WARNING SIGNS THAT WILL MAKE SURE YOU SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. My REAL LIVE story will begin..... That Once Upon A REAL TIME in my life I was involved in A FRIGHTENING WRECK OF LIFE! And that REAL CAR WRECK happened RIGHT AFTER I FIRST MET BLACK ICE. So knowing WHAT BLACK ICE IS..... While STILL TALKING ABOUT SURVIVING THE FACTS OF LIFE! My story will BEGIN with the Start also Stop of a Heart.... When in the middle of a NO LIGHT DAY THAT LOOKED LIKE NIGHT my HEART ALMOST STOPPED. So, IN MIDDLE OF A WHITE OUT.... where the sun blocked out my sight....... GOING BACK IN MY MIND. I will be Returning back to a horrifying time in my life. WHEN I TOO WAS NOT LISTENING TO THE WARNING SIGNS! And in that DARK TIME I was preparing to die…. That’s means, this blog post will start on a morning when my breath was questionable, and there was no Sight! Because thinking about the WRECKS OF LIFE....on the day I first met BLACK ICE.... I still remember very clearly the TIME… not that long ago, when I was innocently getting ready to go to work and slave while working at a job that was not very nice! And being new to the state where we just moved…. in that boring mundane drive. That’s when I ignored the icy DARK TIME DANGEROUS BLACK ICE ON THE HIGHWAY STAY AT HOME TODAY….WARNING SIGNS..... And even though the WARNING SIGNS were being URGENTLY BLASTED and Broadcasted on the radio involving those at work and play! Not knowing what BLACK ICE WAS. Also NOT KNOWING THAT BLACK ICE WARNING meant IF I EXPERIENCE A WRECK IN LIFE THAT I COULD DIE…I got into my car anyway! Yes I heard the URGENT WARNINGS coming from the radio announcer telling the Windy City that today there was INVISABLE BLACK ICE on the highway. But being a Stupid newcomer to the area needing to get into my car and to go to work that day…that WARNING did not go very far! Because NOT KNOWING THAT I COULD DIE IN A WRECK OF LIFE IF I MET BLACK ICE. I had no idea at all..... What BLACK ICE even was! That’s why, never knowing much of anything, when I started out on my driving route going to work......… I was very surprised to find the back path where I always went was closed off for safety BLACK ICE reasons..... AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE THE INVISABLE BLACK ICE…BECAUSE BLACK ICE IS THE KIND OF ICE THAT CAN NOT BEEN SEEN. NOT REALIZING THAT BLACK ICE BLENDS IN WITH THE BLACK WET PAVEMENT. By not LISTENING TO THAT STAY AT HOME BLACK ICE WARNING. All of a SUDDEN…. LIKE I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF A BAD DREAM. I was SKIDDING around a BLIND ICY bend. And in the same FRIGHTENING TURN OF EVENTS with nowhere to Turn...... I was equally stunned that my nice easy escape route had just been blocked OFF behind me. So Unable to TURN AROUND OR GO HOME, SEEING THE ROAD CLOSED. ALL OF A SUDDEN THERE WAS ONLY ONE WAY TO GO.....And that WAY SEEMED TO BE VERY UNFAMILAR, FRIGHTENING AND ICY! SO NOT LISTENING TO THE WARNING SIGNS…. that was not funny! Because all of those UN-funny things meant..... That I was being forced out on the HIGHWAY to a very TERRIFYING UNFAMILAR race track place..... That I wasn't very comfortable with anyway. And leaving the SAFETY of the Familiar SAFE SLOW and GO back road. While going out to an UNFAMILAR Highway nothing was going Right! Because all of a sudden IN THAT DARK TIME, out of nowhere experiencing great FRIGHT on a day that looked like black night..... Driving on a highway that looked like black WET tar.... SKIDDING SIDEWAYS ON THE BLACK ICE! I LOST CONTROL OF THE CAR! Then in that instant, while all four of my tires were SLIPPING AND SLIDING ... That’s why I REALLY found out what FRIGHT AND BLACK ICE were all about! That’s when, on that DARK DAY not that long ago. I actually met the WHITE ICE THAT TURNED BLACK..... Up close. And WITH NO WHERE TO GO! NOT HEADING THE WARNING LEADING TO SURVIVAL! I personally ALMOST DIED IN A WRECK OF LIFE! And as, I was meanly greeted by the DEMONIC sheet of INVISABLE BLACK ICE THAT WAS SURROUNDING ME. In that INVISABLE BLACK ICE MISERY. The white ice sinisterly and sneakily camouflaged itself on the Black tar mac road..... And FACING ANOTHER VERY DARK TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN I DID NOT LISTEN TO THE WARNING SIGNS. My car went TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROL. And going into an uncontrollable spin out. AND THAT’S WHEN I LOST ALL CONTROL AS I WAS RUNNING OUT OF TIME! Happily however, as my car started SPINNING OUT across four lanes of traffic in that HORRIBLE TAIL SPIN leading to a HORRIFIC WRECK OF LIFE.... Amazingly I did not hit any other cars ON A DAY THAT LOOKED AS DARK AS NIGHT... SO INSTEAD HITTING THE CONCRETE RAILING FOUR TIMES!!!! WHILE THE CAR HIT ITS NOSE AND BEHIND FOUR MORE TIMES!!!! THEN TOOK OFF THE WHOLE SIDE OF THE DOOR OFF OF MY SIDE, WHILE EXPOSING THE LIGHT OUTSIDE!... AT LEAST NOT HITTING SOMEBODY ELSE’S CAR THAT PART OF THE WRECK WAS ALRIGHT But, even though MIRACULOUSLY the OTHER CARS DID NOT HIT ME that day..... As all of the other Petrified Drivers were each FRANTICALLY GETTING OUT OF MY WAY..... Nevertheless IN MY ALMOST COMATOSED STATE The lights to my life were going out on life's Highway! Because UNABLE TO CONTROL THE SLIDE OF LIFE MYSELF, I WAS GOING TO DIE! BUT WAIT, not wanting to die, as I was fighting the wheel and steering the tires, I was trying to stay alive.. But being totally out of Control, while Badly crashing into the concrete Meridian on that very icy, cold, bitter grey, winters day 4 TIMES. WITH ME TRYING TO DRIVE. AFTER NOT HEADING THE WARNING SIGNS. IN THAT OUT OF CONTROL SIGHT I was crashing front, back, front, back while going the Wrong way in life. And feeling just like I was on the tilt a whirl I realized I was going to die! Happily, however even though completely TTTTTTERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In that second enduring the arrest of breath....connected to the WRECK OF LIFE.....IN THAT DARK TIME that HAD ALMOST SCARED ME TO DEATH I was THANKFUL TO BE REAY TO FLY.... Because I KNEW THEN AND I KNOW NOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS Eternally belong to JESUS CHRIST.... That means then and now I have already passed the SAVED test THAT WILL TAKE ME TO PARADISE....So, KNOWING THAT MY LIGHT WOULD NEVER DIE! While holding onto the Divine wings of the Angels I was totally prepared to Fly! So like I said in my last post while holding hands with JESUS CHRIST. I ALREADY KNOW THEN AND NOW THAT JESUS CHRIST WILL ALWAYS MAKE SURE I STAND ON ANY COLOR OF ICE....... So prepared to FLY! I seriously just closed my eyes. Because I DID NOT WANT TO SEE ME DIE! And in that SAVED MOMENT..... As I have always done before, still do, and will keep doing forevermore..... Within a second found in A TIME OF FEAR AND PAIN..... AT THE END OF EVERYTHING KNOWING THAT I WAS DYING I called out…. JESUS CHRIST’S NAME …. And KNOWING I WAS HEADING FOR A GREAT BEGINNING! I was prepared to SURVIVE THE WRECK OF LIFE.... And being on Heaven’s Side I was ready to go UPWARD after I died. And knowing that there will always be Angel wings standing by that would let my soul fly! So even though my halo had always been, and still is…. slightly bent....... I was then and I am still today totally prepared to go TO PARADISE ON HEAVENS HIGHWAY! THAT’S WHY, AS I QUIT TRYING TO CONTROL THE WRECK AND THE DARK TIMES ON MY OWN! Long before the song Jesus Take the Wheel was born.... I TOOK MY SHAKING VICE GRIP HANDS OFF OF THE WHEEL! And holding my cupped PRAYING hands high UP in the air! While DEFEATING FEAR found in the DARK TIMES! I found the Peace I needed waiting there! And needing comfort before I died......I felt like a lonely child asking for her father to pick her up and take her with HIM into the sky! That's likewise when, in that DIVINE moment, while leaving the road...... I started lifting up my swollen CLOSED crying eyes to Heaven's home! BUT WAIT!!!!! IT WAS NOT YET MY TIME TO GO! So, in that second as soon as I called out JESUS CHRIST’S name, while preparing to go upstairs AT THE BEGINNING.. The falling SNOW, THEN HAIL, TURNED TO RAIN. And just like THAT THE BLACK ICE DISAPPEARED! That means, the BLACK ICE EVAPORATED..... AND TO MY SURPRISE I DID NOT DIE! Next the car FINALLY quit Crashing and then abruptly STOPPED SLIPPING AND SLIDING! And in that SILENT SECOND the only noise left was of me Bawling, Sobbing, and CRYING! Then in that next Quiet moment I realized I was still on Earth Alive! But not knowing if I was broken, battered, or bleeding, indeed many SURVIVAL instincts were crossing my mind! So, COMING OUT OF MY COMA STATE. While trying to figure out what happened I realized that I had just been involved in A WRECK OF LIFE! And facing another DARK TIME! Bottom line. One thing was clear with THE CAR TOTALLY WRECKED also Devastatingly Demolished and with the steering wheel pressing into my CHEST AND SIDE. As the seat belt was cutting into my chest tight. While the rear trunk was sitting in my lap…..I understood by the Grace of God That I had Survived ONE OF THE WRECKS OF LIFE…. But still not knowing how to get help, while maybe bleeding to death ….with frost bite setting in….. I felt like I was gravely hurt ......while sitting beside the end of an Unfamiliar Road again.... So even though I had not died in the immediate crash.....I realized left outside sitting on the concrete where the BLACK ICE had once been.... if I bled to death THAT MIGHT STILL BE THE END OF EVERYTHING... To be continued…. Okay realizing you have read my novels..... You also know that I am a master of cliff hangers! So appreciating the effect and affect....that Cliff hangers have on our life..... WITH ALL OF US NEEDING TO SURVIVE THE DARK TIMES! I am going to leave you hanging while wondering about one of the WRECKs OF LIFE..... Until tomorrow when I will finish my true story one more time. So come back tomorrow....And I will finish this story full of Grace.... that obviously has a happy ending Since I am still here writing it going along my way! But until then wondering how BADLY I WAS HURT... I will leave you with these healing thoughts as you too will one day be facing THE LAST WRECK IN YOUR LIFE. IN YOUR DARK TIMES…Have you ever found yourself on an UN-FAMILAR ROAD? HAVE YOU EVER FELT ALONE? DO YOU KNOW HOW TO GO HOME! So, knowing you have felt like that...what do you do when you are lost also alone? And experiencing a Stop of the Heart? HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOUR WORLD IS FALLING A PART! So, knowing that we have all found ourselves in DARK TIMES that are not very nice, as you are still Crying..... Whose name do you call out when you are trying to SURVIVE? WHO WILL MAKE SURE YOU SURVIVE THE WRECKS OF LIFE! WHO WILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU SURVIVE THE DARK TIMES! WHO WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOUR HEART, SOUL, AND MIND WHEN YOU ARE INVOLVED IN THE WRECKS OF YOUR LIFE? Bottom line one more time. IN THE DARK TIMES…WHO IS YOUR LIGHT! Well as for me answering those Guiding questions will always be easy! That means, since I have been sixteen, the name I have called out then, and will continue to hold tight to throughout Eternity has always been.... And will Eternally be JESUS CHRIST! Because JESUS CHRIST…. IS THE LIGHT IN MY LIFE! YES I KNOW THAT JESUS CHRIST WILL ALWAYS GET ME THROUGH THE DARK TIMES! And I PRAY that you feel the same way day and night! Because BELIEVE ME, me WITH THESE DARK TIMES ARRIVING! You too will need JESUS CHRIST to take the wheel in your life…. So, as you Survive on Earth, or your soul fly's away on an Angels wing to Paradise.... TO SURVIVE THE WRECKS OF LIFE YOU TOO WILL WANT SWEET JESUS CHRIST DRIVING ON LIFES HIGHWAY...... Bottom line to SAVE YOUR BOTTOM LINE! AND TO HEED THE WARNING SIGNS! AS YOU SURVIVE THE DARK TIMES. While you are hydroplaning on the slips and slides of SATAN’S PAINFUL BLACK ICE.. TO STAND ON THE BLACK ICE OF LIFE. Everybody needs THE LIGHT OF JESUS CHRIST to Survive the Wrecks of Time!" Joslin Fitzgerald ...The Mary Author............ Happily, I know that all of the Above words have blessed your soul and heart with Heavenly Love. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of JESUS’ Amazing Grace that is everywhere. Please know every word I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction leading you to.... Your Prayer of Salvation……… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past. And that I have done bad things today. Also that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes that makes me a Sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying. So, because I am a Sinner I know I need a Savior...... Therefore Jesus, my sins and unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because, I want to be Eternally Happy. And I need to be Forever SAVED. Saying that Jesus Christ, I believe that YOU are Gods Holy Son. Jesus I believe you were born on Christmas Day. And Jesus, I believe that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus that in your love for me that you died on the Cross to SAVED me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. That’s why, WITH YOU BEING ALIVE RIGHT NOW! And because of what I believe, as I accept my Salvation. I KNOW you will always be Alive forevermore. And I also KNOW that right now you are living inside my heart and soul! SO BELIEVING JESUS that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those sins I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in…. as well as my sins that I do not even know past, present and future. I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. I likewise claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am SAVED FROM SATAN’S Fear, Lies and Pain. Because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I will not go to my endless grave. In that FORGIVEN statement that just SAVED MY LIFE! Thank you Jesus Christ, because I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore in this prayer I believe AND KNOW that I am Born Again into Heavens sight. And in your Biblical Promise of SALVATION written in the scriptures I KNOW THAT I HAVE JUST RECIEVED EVERLASTING LIFE! So, as asked you to change my blind darkness, to YOUR Guiding Light ….RECEIVING MY SALVATION you are forever MY SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST. Amen……………………… Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus… requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your Salvation you are right now this second SAVED. That means I will see you when we go Away back home! And making that SAVED statement as my Heavenly sister or brother…………… Thank You for reading and enjoying my blog that is being written every day… sometimes very LATE at night, through BLEARY eyes. And yes this night time writing continues to be hard for me. Because taking up to SIX HOURS AT A TIME TO WRITE EACH BLOG POST, to reach the people in the states, as well as those living overseas, this inspirational early morning writing has always been very challenging. And in that challenge WHILE UNABLE TO EDIT AFTER THE BLOG IS POSTED…to do things right, Thank You for overlooking the small typos, and tiny grammatical also text errors that you might find in some of my writing. By doing that, knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST, is Perfect in his beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. As I am also asking that you are praying for me all of the time in the same way!............... And on another note if you would like to look at and purchase my 16 Children’s Books that will teach the sweet children in your life funny, important life lessons. And to ALSO buy the coordinating Animated Audio DVD Book MOVIES that when played on your TV, computer ect, will make my one of a kind stories come alive right in front of your child’s eyes!….. Please go to my web site And in the meantime. Thank you for your prayers and support you are giving me daily. Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You night and day…….. while I am going along my Mary Merry Way!

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