Saturday, January 11, 2020


“Good morning world. WHAT IS a WHAT IF ?

And as we have been chatting about things that change as other things remain the same.

At the end leading to another Beginnings ENDING!

Do you know the difference between WHAT IF, and WHAT IS?

And making that WHAT statement as you know in the arrival of the New Year, we have been chatting about a lot of WHAT IF,

and the WHAT IS things.

And in that chatting it seems...... like most of my themes focusing on wishing, kissing, kissing off, being happy also unhappy, ends and beginnings

Rightfully have combined  a lot of “WHAT IF uncertainties,

to WHAT IS” probabilities.

That means, at the beginning leading to the end of things that are old and new.....

all of that What Is Reality and or What If fantasy.....

Has been attached to the Old and New probability’s that are affecting your hopes and dreams around things changing and other things remaining the same!

Therefore, in that consideration that who you kiss... or who you kiss off... behind your door....

has anything to do with what is coming now or before you need to be sure what that means.
That's why.... you need to know what all is involved in a hope and dream connected to fantasy and or Reality, since all of that has to do with the way that you live also die
And, all the ABOVE has to do with how you see things in your life!
So if everything in life has to do with your Survival that centers on how the New Year starts, And IF things change or remain the same!
What IF, you are constantly looking forward to the NEXT New Year.......
because you are already afraid of what the OLD YEAR has already been bringing.
And as things have already come undone, What IF as New has again turned into the same Old Game...
while you are unable to face the day.......
that you are still trying to find out what those two words of New Year and Happy
really mean to you, as time starts while happiness departs, and life passes away.
Bottom line. What IF, in the Kiss OFF of life...... you are always searching for what Happiness could be.... and what NEW means.
But What IF...... happiness "Not Seen" attached to a NEW that in one day gets OLD too....continues to elude you endlessly! 
What IF HAPPY and NEW ...... are not what they are cracked up to be.
And what IF Happy...... just means you are cracking up for everybody to see!
What IF New...... is not what you want it to be, in the darkness of sins rewinding dim light.
What IF.... in the Missing magic of a kiss and Absence of a wish… as you are caught up in the WHAT IF’s of your timeline you never find Happily ever after” in time?
What IF in the stops, starts, drops, and plops of your broken heart….Happy is really just a LIE!
What IF there will never be a Happy New Year in your life?
What IF finding a New start is just an alibi you made up to fool your soul, to help time go bye.
What IF, timeless “Happy” is a self-imposed, made up hallucinogenic state that you exist in , all of the time.
What IF “Happy and New” are just a fabricated Mythical style of desire....
that you conjured up to trick your mind into thinking you are happy, so you won’t fall apart in the rewind of Satan's Painful screams at the end of no light.

What IF finding the illusion of New is not comforting like a kiss good night.
What IF life is really like stepping on a land mine!
What IF being happy is just a waste of time!
And those are all great WHAT IF questions.....
Leading to your WHAT IS statement!
Because Not knowing what HAPPY or WHAT IF or NEW is  my friend, 
and not knowing what Happy and What If are not.....
you will never begin your NEW Year with a Happily Ever After....IF you are afraid of the Stops and Starts of your heart?
Accordingly in that contemplation that Happy and “WHAT IF” are so hard to find, as both of those thoughts blow your mind,  trapped in the fear of the What IFs of time .....
What IF waiting for something elusively Happy to come By you Miss the Point of Life!
And What IF in Missing the MEANING OF run out of time!
So, since everything is so undefined, What IF.....the first kiss of the New Year cannot take away Satan's pain that is so hard to verbalize.
And what IF a What IF is even more difficult to explain, define, or wish away.
Bottom line one more time. What IF in that kiss off you never find your New Heavenly Gift!
“What IF” you instead find yourself abandoned wallowing in the self-pity of a missing wish! 

What IF the materialistic Happiness you are searching for on Earth does NOT EXIST? 
What IF what you are asking for is out of reach? 
What IF as we speak the sinful things that you want and are seeking are doing you in?
Well dear friend take heart, because right from the start beginning to the end.....there is something better in your life than a New Year’s Eve kiss or that Make believe.....
What IF wish!
Because there is also..... the
WHAT IS in Paradise!
That means, there has always been something so much better than the WHAT IF’s in life ....
That's why, now also thinking about your soul....and the WHAT IS....if you don't know Jesus....
you need to realize to be Happy now and shining also NEW through out Eternity.....
that Jesus Christ alone is the only one who has already SAVED YOUR LIFE!
Therefore looking for Survival ….knowing one day.... after you accept your Salvation.....

that Jesus Christ will take you home to Heaven...... there will never be any What IF's for you or me!
Because in the WHAT IS.... of REALITY
everything will always be NEW with Jesus from now until Eternity. 
That means, Jesus is the only one who has Already changed.....
What IF to WHAT IS.....
Jesus has also already turned, and still today turns Lost into the Cross while going beyond!
Mercifully Jesus (not a magic kiss off of What IF on New Years Eve 
is the only one who can show us how to be Happy and NEW as you are roaming through Time.
And Jesus Christ, also known as THE MEANING OF the only one,
Who can help your soul find its way home to Heavenly Paradise! 
Bottom line. Jesus Christ is the only one who can give us sight, as He transforms the gloomy dark night of your WHAT IF  life...
into many Happy NEW Year's of sparkling Son-light !

Because only Jesus Christ will end your What IF'S....of unhappiness 
as Jesus gives you the....NEW HAPPY.....  WHAT IS...
AND THE ETERNAL..... WHAT WILL BE..  found in  Heavenly Eternity."  Joslin Fitzgerald...The Mary Author
Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....
Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.
So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....
Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.
In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!
Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.
Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!
Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.
Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home! 
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