Monday, January 20, 2020


"Good morning world. As we are trying to Survive.... the Wrecks of Life.

While talking about Black Ice and other things that are not so nice!

All of that strife connected to us running out of time....

started me wondering have you ever been involved in a Frightening .....


So knowing that a few of you still do not know Jesus Christ

While thinking about your soul staying alive...

Also knowing that we have each been HIT HEAD ON BY TIME....I am now wondering.... 

What do you think about..... when I am talking about.....


Well not knowing what's on your mind....while making that smashing inquiry, the last couple of days I have been talking about the danger, beginnings, endings, winter, crashes, cracks, smashes, white snow, Oreos,  your Soul, life, time,

also Black Ice.

And in the combination of the above connected to being Saved, or lost, abandoned or loved....  those thoughts have all led me to share an old and death BAD WRECK memory....

that I was involved in some years ago, when I too almost ran out of time! 

So, knowing that my personal sharing of what happened in my life shows that I care what happens to you in your time line.....
Yesterday I started talking about the highs and lows of time, while I was literally and figuratively slipping and sliding on Black ice....
Bottom line. knowing that we are close to the day when we could lose our country
Likewise we are all close to a time when we could lose our minds
All of those lost thoughts have taken me back to another time
when I almost LOST MY BOTTOM LINE, 
Because yesterday I started thinking and writing about the Wrecks of Life!
That's why remembering that life and death adventure...... when my past was flashing right by my eyes.....
I started writing about the cold, BLACK ICE..... that facilitated that frightening ride. 
So now wanting to leave the DUMB-ocrats in politics behind....
while I instead share the LIGHT OF JESUS CHRIST....
my story will begin .....that
Once Upon A Time..... in my life I first met BLACK ICE.....
And so my memory will always start in the Start also Stop of a Heart.... 
when in the middle of NO LIGHT.... while the sun was blocked out....... while returning back to a horrifying time in my life 
I was preparing to die….
Yes this post will start on a morning when my breath was questionable, and there was no Sight!
Because thinking about the Wrecks of Life....on the day I first met BLACK ICE....
I still remember very clearly the day not that long ago, when I was innocently getting ready to go to work and slave!
And being new to the state where we just moved…. in that boring mundane drive,
I ignored the icy dangerous .....Black Ice on the Highway stay home today Warning..... that was being broadcast on the radio involving those at work and play!
So not knowing what that BLACK ICE WARNING meant and I got into my car anyway!
Yes I heard the URGENT WARNINGS coming from the radio announcer telling the Windy City  that there was Black Ice on the highway.
But being a Stupid newcomer to the area that warning did not go very far!
Because I had no idea at all..... what BLACK ICE even was! 
That means, never knowing much of anything, when I started out on my driving route going to work locating a road block end......…
I was very surprised to find the back path where I always went, was closed off for safety issues..... while I was  going around a blind ICY bend.
And in the same Scary turn of events with no where to turn...... I was equally stunned that my nice easy escape route had also just been blocked behind me. 
So, Unable to go home.....No that was not funny!
Because all of those UN-funny things meant..... that I was forced out on the highway to a very SCARY UNFAMILAR race track place..... that I wasn't very comfortable with anyway. 
And leaving the safety of the Familiar back road while going out to an UNFAMILAR Highway nothing was going Right!
Because all of a sudden out of nowhere experiencing great FRIGHT on a day that looked like black night.....
driving on a highway that looked like tar....
Then all of a sudden. while all four of my tires were slipping and sliding...
I found out what BLACK ICE was!
That means,  on that day not that long ago,  I actually met the WHITE ICE THAT TURNED BLACK..... up close and personally for the very first time! 
And as, I was meanly greeted by the Demonic sheet of invisible Black ice misery, that was really white ice sinisterly and sneakily camouflaging itself on the Black tar mac road.....
 my car went into an uncontrollable spin out. 
Happily however, as my car started spinning out across four lanes of traffic in that horrible tail spin leading to a horrific wreck of life....
amazingly I did not hit any other cars on a day that looked as dark as Night...
even though the other cars did Not hit me..... as all of the other Petrified Drivers were each Frantically getting out of my way.....
the lights to my life were going out on life's Highway!
Because trying to control the SLIDE OF LIFE MYSELF, as I was fighting the wheel and steering the tires,
I was trying to stay alive..

But being totally out of Control, while Badly crashing into the concrete Meridian on that very icy, cold, bitter grey, winters day.
I was crashing front, back, front, back while going the Wrong way.
And feeling just like I was on the tilt a whirl I realized I was going to die that day!
Happily, however even though completely TTTTTTERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
in that second enduring the arrest of breath....connected to the Wreck of Life.....that ALMOST HAD SCARED ME TO DEATH
I was thankful.... since I will Eternally belong to Jesus Christ.... and already passing the Eternity test....
holding onto the Divine wings of the Angels  I was totally prepared to Fly! 
So like I said in my last post while holding hands with the Holy Ghost.......
I seriously just closed my eyes.
And in that SAVED MOMENT..... as I have always done before, still do, and will keep doing forevermore.....
within a second found in a time of fear, pain or in times of Praise and CELEBRATION..... I called out…. the name of Jesus Christ at the end KNOWING I WAS HEADING FOR A GREAT BEGINNING!
And as Jesus was prepared to let me survive the Wreck of Life....
or Jesus was ready to take me forward after I died.  
There were Angel wings standing by that would let my soul fly!
So even though my halo had always been and still is slightly bent.......
I was then and still am today totally prepared to go back to Paradise on Heavens highway!
That's why, as I quit trying to control the wreck on my own,
long before the song Jesus Take the Wheel was born....
I took my shaking vice grip hands off of the wheel,
and holding my cupped hands high UP in the air Defeating Fear I found the Peace I needed waiting there!
So needing comfort before I died......I felt like a lonely child asking for her father to pick her up and take her into the sky!
That's why,  in that Divine moment, while leaving the road...... I started lifting up my swollen CLOSED crying eyes  to Heaven's home!
But in that second as soon as I called out Jesus Christ's name while preparing to go upstairs....
the falling Hail turned to Rain.
And just like that the ice disappeared!
That means the Black Ice evaporated.....
And to my surprise I did not die!
Next the car FINALLY quit Crashing and then abruptly STOPPED!
And in that Silent Second the only noise left was of me bawling and sobbing!
Then in that next Quiet moment holding tight to the Cross for dear life... I realized I was still on Earth Alive!
But not knowing if I was broken, battered, or bleeding, indeed many survival instincts were crossing my mind!
Bottom line. One thing was clear  with the car totally wrecked also Devastatingly Demolished and with the steering wheel pressing into my side,
as the seat belt was cutting  into my chest tight,
while the rear trunk was sitting in my lap…..I understood by the Grace of God
that I had Survived the WRECK OF LIFE….
But still not knowing how to get help, while maybe bleeding to death ….with frost bite setting in…..
I felt like I was gravely hurt ......while sitting beside the end of an Unfamiliar Road again....
So even though I had not died in the immediate crash.....I realized left outside sitting on the concrete where the black ice had once been.... if I bled to death that might Still be the End....
to be continued….
Okay realizing you have read my novels..... you also know that I am a master of cliff hangers! 
So appreciating the effect and affect....that  Cliff hangers have on our life.....
I am going to leave you hanging in my Wreck of Life..... until tomorrow when I will finish my true story one more time. 
So come back tomorrow....And I will finish this story full of Grace.... that obviously has a happy ending
since I am still here writing it going along my way!
But until then wondering how badly hurt I was...
I will leave you with these healing thoughts as you too will one day be facing THE LAST WRECK IN YOUR LIFE.
Have you ever been.... UN-able to go back home?
Have you ever found yourself on an UN-FAMILAR ROAD?
So, knowing you have...what do you do when you are lost also alone? 
Also have you ever experienced a Stop of the Heart?
And knowing that we have all found ourselves in situations that are not very nice, as you are still Crying.....
Whose name do you call out when you are trying to Survive?
Bottom line one more time. While on Earth and seeking the right way to go on the Highway to Heavenly Paradise ….
Who Protects your heart and Soul in the Wrecks of your Life?
Well as for me answering those Guiding questions will always be easy!
That means, since I have been sixteen, the name I have called out then, and will continue to hold tight to through out Eternity has always been....
and will Eternally be  JESUS CHRIST!
Because Believe me when you need somebody to take the wheel in your life….
As you Survive on Earth, or your soul fly's away on an Angels wing to Paradise....
You too will want sweet Jesus Christ driving......
when you are hydroplaning on the slips and slides of Satan's Sinful Black Ice..
Bottom line one more time. Everybody needs Jesus Christ day and night to guide you to the light!
Because knowing Jesus Christ......

Salvation will Eternally be the only way to 
Survive the Wrecks of Life!" Joslin Fitzgerald ...The Mary Author
Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....
Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.
So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....
Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.
In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!
Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.
Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!
Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.
Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home! 
In saying that I also thank you for sharing in my prayers, thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.
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