Saturday, December 28, 2019


Good morning world. After the Stressful Mess are you depressed?

And asking you that unrestful question right now thinking less about Heavenly things.

And writing more about your Earthly Stresses,.

Here is yet another change of theme inquiry.... connected to another life test!

After the Hollow day let down, and the holiday Messes,

Are you Stressed and Depressed?

And the above answers will Eternally depend on how you fill in the blanks to the next questions.

That means the Messes, Stresses, and Depression of your life will always depend on.......

if you just celebrated Chris-mas...... or CHRIST-mas time.

Bottom line. Did you have a HOLLOW-day or a HOLY-day?

Did you just worship Santa Claus, or Jesus Christ?
And seeking the end of your messy depression, while trying to find your Earthly and Eternal is yet another question for you too.

Do you even know the difference! between the two.

So knowing  if you don't know Jesus Christ that there will always be a lot...... that you need to know about messes, stresses, depression


Heavens Paradise.... all month long we have been talking about stars, THE STAR, wise people, the cradle, the Cross and Beyond.

We have also been talking about Chris-mas and CHRIST-mas

Also the difference between many things.

And now that everything has been said and done, since the Holiday is gone, it looks like we also need to keep chatting about...... Hollow days, Stresses, Messes, and Depression, .

So realizing that a few of  you are experiencing a severe SUGAR HIGH AND A STRESSFUL EMOTIONAL letdown right about now......

I am wondering...... how are you feeling AFTER Santa Claus and his Clause have just LEFT TOWN.

How are you feeling about the Big Chris-mas BUYING CONTEST LET DOWN.

And that's important to know. Because even after all of my hints

that MESSES should Not equal STRESS.....

NOT getting what you wanted I am wondering.....are you feeling DEPRESSED ? 

Is your life a mess? 

And will you ever conquer your Stress?

Yes, those are all things we all need to know, since you are Not alone in trying to find the answers to those Messy, Depressed, and Stressful questions! 

Because after the Holiday everybody will experience a certain amount of a letdown.

And in one way or the other all of us will suffer with some kind of After the Holiday unrest.

So since I am also feeling slightly depressed after the whole present mess too I am feeling a lot like you! 

And, since Santa did not come to town for me either.....

and I did not get the diamond ring that I asked for....or the expensive car that I adored.

I  have additionally been feeling a major let down now like BEFORE! 

Then to make things even more unsettling....... since my dear family has now left me alone at home, as they have flown off to parts unknown…..

I am also still crying as my tears keep flowing!  

Okay to be clear I am also smiling, since I did get some nice presents this year.

And I am further happy, since I do know where our kids live.

But in general knowing that I will not be seeing my family for a very long time if I am lucky next year, with everything being over and done……

at the end of the Hollow-day I am also  feeling gloomy also slightly the cold winter winds are starting to blow through!

So, since I am feeling that depressed messy way.......

I started wondering how about you?

How are you doing?

And if you are also Depressed  too

And feeling Stressed how are you going to make it through?

That’s why, if I am feeling blue..... I am now wondering are you feeling gloomy, also slightly doomed, since Chris-mas is over and bitter winter is coming in too? 

And in our gloom with a little bit of intersected doom.....with the kids going crazy coming down from their sugar withdrawals,

or worse yet with the kids going away as they left us crying.....

In that HOLLOW confusion to make things even more of a depressing mess

In our latest test. I am also wondering have you noticed how sad and empty the stores are..... in their picked over distresses? 

Bottom line one more time. Have you felt the cold winter wind setting in as the Chris-mas lights are going out, while the decorations and the trees are being packed away until the next Hollow-day! 

And not knowing what is yet to come next year ….

feeling sad and alone even in a crowded home….

Have you had an overwhelming feeling of FEAR.......

as you are putting up the Christmas tree, while facing the  SCARY UN-known New Year? 

Bottom line. Are you fearful that this time next year you might not be here!

Bottom line one more time. After they left you behind  CRYING....have you ever wondered if you will ever see your kids again.

Have you ever wondered if you will be alive this time next year?

Have you ever wondered when the Christmas Tree lights go on again ….will you be there?

Then facing what is yet to be.....

that is UNSEEN...…

without knowing Jesus....have you realized

And Without Jesus Christ in your life have you ever seen how empty your heart seems as the HOLLOW-day is leaving?

Have you been swept up in the After Parting of Santa Claus Clause grieving?

Are you Depressed after the Messy Party?

Is there a way to PASS THIS TEST?


Yes indeed with HOLLOW-day Depression Questions setting in one more time followed by the fact....that not getting what you wanted....

STUPID Santa Claus has let you down in that disappointing line.....

Have you ever wondered if you will be able to Survive the Challenges arriving in the New Year’s rite of passage.

And in that bleak frame of mind..... now that Chris-mas has come and gone around the bend, are you one of the ones...wondering

When...…  will the party ever come again?

Are you one of the ones wondering IF the celebration has FINALLY ENDED? 

So, as some of you are thinking that Chris-mas is gone,  

that Chris-mas is done,

that Chris-mas is over for good….

and that the fun times are through,  while going around the bend…..


And thinking that you are suffering from the Hollow-day Blues, while being depressed after the mess....

sadly my friend that means in the let- down that follows a Hollow-days' that growing cold depression not knowing what is coming.......  

you are not even sure that your next breath is following. 

That means, in a New Year’s review of Fears, Tears and  Misery attached to the Stressful Messy New Year coming,  while FEARING the unseen….

 you have Not YET received the greatest Present ever given found in THE GIFT OF CHRIST- mas that includes your peace of mind and Divine Salvation !

So not knowing Jesus.... while repeatedly missing the meaning of the HOLY-day, you are also still MISSING THE POINT TO EVERYTHING!

And in that Spiritual ignorance that so much is missing in life...... you are now back in various stages of dying, crying, and balancing morning with mourning day and night .

So ,once more opening up the Let-Downs Door....a new depressing day has again come your way..... just like the others before!

Sadly saying that, since the elves are back on the shelves, while Santa has abandoned us, and our dear family members from out of town....who we hardly ever see....are either getting ready to leave, or have already left us crying.....

that HOLLOW LET DOWN will leave everybody Irritable and understatedly very Depressed also GRUMPY!

That means......with some of you having no more fun to look forward to, or any more plans to come undone, or any reason to keep going on....  
the end result of an empty no meaning Chris-mas…..

will find many of you black and blue, or just sad and blue.

Understandably, since you have no more presents to open, and no more shopping to do, with the reality setting in while Realizing life is Not a party…. 

as the Bills are coming DUE....

there seems to be a HUGE LET DOWN coming..... now that Santa with your Sanity…. have each left town too.

And if that's how you are thinking, and feeling..... 

then I feel very sorry for you!

Because in Depressions last call ….those of us who KNOW JESUS ARE NOT FEELING THAT MESSY, STRESSED WAY AT ALL!

OK, WAIT A MINUTE THAT'S NOT REALLY TRUE, because being human I am a little depressed like you!

Yes in the holiday mess…connected to the Hollow-days let down..... I am sad and blue that my kids are gone too. 

That means I feel the same way as you!

Because it will be a year before I see my kids smiling loving faces again.

So believe me in that "Messy Clause of Claus"  I ALSO know how Sadness and Depression feels over all at the end of Chris-mas too.

But WAIT. Happily on the other hand,

I am very different from you! 

Because my sadness and depression will not stay after today. 

Bottom line. I only set aside one day to be depressed and messed up or to cry my sorrows away.

Joyfully saying that the next morning after gnashing my teeth today...... while mourning the loss of my kids until I see them next year..... I will be immediately…. in planning over drive……  while getting ready for the next time…… that I have my kids sitting happily by my side next year!

So being able to dry my tears! How do I do that? 

How can I stay positive when things around me are Sad, Depressing and Cruelly Negative? 

How can I keep writing words of Encouragement and Celebration Every day when things in my life are also painful and less than thrilling in my work and play.

Well I am glad you asked that!

Because the Strength I need to get through the Depressing hours, centers in my Saved Soul,

and around my Divine calling to share Jesus Christ’s love around the world with you every day!

So  in my stay, knowing the Best is yet to come from the PRESENT OF GRACE AND SALVATION THAT I OPEN EVERYDAY ...… 


the Strength that CONQUERS DEPRESSION AND THAT CLEANS UP EARTHLY MESSES... Connected to the Eternal love that I share with you in my Mary Mission…… comes from my FAITH!

Therefore saying that Faith will get you through your days

and more happiness is arriving fast ….

I know the Blessings of Jesus PEACE will always be coming my way....

And knowing that Faith means the best things in life and the After Life are coming to stay....

I Believe attached Depression should not last more than one day or night!.

Yes, I Believe being unkindly Depressed is a waste of time!

I Believe let-downs should be left behind,

since the Past sadness is in the Past.  

So in that hopeful line of thought that means........ the Past.... full of its depression, messes, let-downs, broken dreams, and painful screams cannot hurt us ever again. 

Because starting a New Beginning....

 that PAST wrecking ball of sadness and pain is over my friend! 

That means, knowing Chris-mas is really CHRIST-mas, 

realizing that celebrating Jesus Christ ....I know that Heavens Love is Forever….

I also know with Heavenly Protection that's never our life..... that Pain, Depression, Stresses, and Messes cannot last past the dawn of time! 

And feeling that way while realizing.... in Faith that Messes and Depression do not have to stay...… 


So waking up this morning, and every morning in-between…I Believe if we waste one minute of that breathing machine attached to lives miracle, while mourning or crying...

That we have given Away a precious gift attached to a wonderful memory of the new morning arriving!

That's why, you will always find me SMILING and Not crying .

Similarly even though a holiday may be over..... we still need to know that Heavenly love goes on and on forever….


That means today is where we get to do CHRIST-mas all over again!

And celebrating the LORDS BIRTHDAY EVERYDAY while doing it all over again.... ( including breathing, and being Saved from Satan)

that my friend....... will always be another DAILY true blessed gift given!

That means, in the Faith that it takes to face tomorrow..... as we continue fighting off depression found in the messy let-down of today.... 

I additionally Know...... that tomorrow will be the best yet to come..... as the future delivers hope and the promise of Earthly also Heavenly play. 

Subsequently, because Grace is greater than any hollow-day...…

and Faith KNOWS the Lord is in control...….

we should also realize.......

that in Heavens guidance our blessings of happiness are arriving shore to shore.

Therefore, knowing how great a day with Faith will always be....I refuse to misuse any more time than one day crying. 

After all....... like I just told a member of my family … 


Because dear ones.... Faith is Believing, Claiming, Praising and Knowing the Best of Everything is Coming!

So saying that one more time....while knowing there is a cure for the Messes, Stresses and Depressions found in the let-down of the past….

Today knowing in Faith that the best is on its way...we need to prepare for the coming Exciting New Year that's arriving fast!

Because contemplating the Difference between Faith and tears…..while conquering your fears with Grace, you also need to know to dissolve depression you must open up your 

PRESENT OF SALVATION.... that Jesus Christ gives us every day.

So again as I have told many people throughout life….

To climb the mountain and  to reach the top summit as you slip and slide going along, on your trips adventures while taking life’s wild rides.....

to keep from falling off the cliff...... you need Jesus Christ to LIFT you up day and night !

That means in that flying, rising, thought THAT THE BEST IS YET TO COME....remember when you accept your Salvation through Jesus Christ, and you bring the bright righteous Son-light into your life.....

while fighting off the let downs of  Depression every hour...... and cleaning up the Stressful Messes every night...…

Every day will always be CHRIST's  time.” Joslin Fitzgerald...The Mary Author 

Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....

Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.

So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....

Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.

In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!

Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.

Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!

Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.


Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home! 

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