Tuesday, May 16, 2017


“Good morning world. Here’s another question for you. Will your day of pain ever go away? And making that inquiry here’s an old news flash for you too. Much like love... Mother’s day has also evaporated. 
Yet thinking about things in a positive way, in the after math of yet another holiday, I hope you had a great Happy Mother’s Day.  
Yes I hope you were able to kiss and hug your mommy!
I hope at the very least you called her and heard her voice on the phone. Yes indeed I hope you had a Happy Mothers’ day by choice. 
But Wait. What if you didn’t feel merry on Mother’s day ? 
What if you were not happy?! What if inside of your heart lives a forever ache.
Bottom line will a day of pain ever go away?
So wondering how you are answering those questions, in the aftermath of yet another disappointing life alternating holiday (when everybody else around you was celebrating ) what if you were sighing or even at home alone crying.
Oh No, what if it was not a happy day! What if your Mother’s day was a sad day? 
What if in the aftermath of a broken heart your mother died. 
Or what if you lost a child and love has gone away from your life. 
How can you carry on if you are like me and you too lost a baby! 
And what if you are also like me and you have nobody motherly to kiss and hug on Mother’s day!
What if all you have left are lonely yearning long time ago memories of being happy with your baby, child, or your mommy. 
Bottom line can you survive Mother’s Day if your day of pain will never go away?
Also thinking of things a different way what if, your mother is alive?…..But in an emotional dip, flop, flip, and dive of life with something wrong inside of  your mind, that is torturing your head….you wish she was dead. 
What if your mother was and still is mean or distant! 
What if just by saying her name your head hurts and you instantly see red flames !
What if your mother...is a Butt head! What if there were no phone calls? 
What if she abandoned you when you were small? What if you don’t have any good memories of her at all! 
What if in the world of giant hurts you feel very short, when you should feel tall?  
What if your baby has flown away.
What if in a universe of pain you feel like a bug drowning in the rain?
Bottom line one more time what if the pain of a day will never go away! 
Does that mean the heart break goes on forever?
So making those inquiries again...what if in the after math of a crashing tear You were not happy on Mother’s day this year. 
Saying that how many times have you thought about life in a happy sad kind of way? 
And answering those questions in your head here’s another thought for the day also night. 
How many times have you looked happy on the outside when inside you were really coming apart cracking up in the entombed rooms of your unkind mind? 
Bottom line again. What if love never has enough time?
What if in the aftermath of trying to be happy as you were simply minding your own business trying to survive the disappointment in your stay, caught up in your bubble of trouble you have always felt being happy was impossible any day?
How many times have you wondered if the pain of a day will ever go away?
Well just remember you don’t have to feel that way!
Because even if you were sad or are still mad, there is and will always be… a way to be happy on any day.
That means, since nothing on earth is important…. just by leaning on faith every day Jesus Christ can and will make your pain go away! 
So to feel better even when you are hurting you need to know  ….Jesus Christ's love for his children.... runs deep. And Heaven’s healing will always be bigger than any giant problem, or gargantuan trouble that the world will put in your way! 
And that means substituting loss with peace, while realizing heart break should stay in the past things will change fast.

Because knowing the past is over, and best in the future is yet to come, when you learn to be happy with the way things are.... as you find a way to be content with what you have, there will come a day when the pain goes away.” Joslin Fitzgerald
Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....
Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.
So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....
Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.
In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!
Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.
Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!
Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.
Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home! 
In saying that I also thank you for sharing in my prayers, thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.And  I hope that you check out my web site highlighting information for Children and Adults that will give you  your chance to win some FREE BOOKS! Yes I am giving some of my books away for FREE! 
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Thank you also for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.

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