Saturday, January 21, 2017


"Good morning world what do you think of when I say the wrecks of life are on their way!? Well making that smashing inquiry the last couple of days I have been talking a lot about the dangers in winter, crashes, cracks, smashes, and also an old true to life Bad wreck I was involved in many years ago. 
So, additionally talking about the highs and lows of time, while slipping and sliding.... thinking about the wrecks of life, I have also been writing about the cold, black, ice that facilitated that frightening ride. 
Next hitting black ice on the highway I have additionally been talking about preparing to die. 
And as I've been thinking about those scary slippery events again, many things have come to my mind that we all need to know about while going around lifes bend! 
So returning back to a horrifying time when I was preparing to die…. when my breath was questionable, I still very clearly remember the day not that long ago, when I was innocently getting ready to go to work.
And being new to the state where we just moved…. in that boring mundane drive, I ignored the icy dangerous Black Ice on the Highway stay home today sign..... (that I did not understand) and I got into my car anyway!
Yes I heard the warning of Black Ice coming from the radio, but being a newcomer to the area that warning did not go very far, because I had no idea at all what black ice even was! 
That means never knowing much of anything, when I got out on my route going to work, I was very surprised to find the back road where I always went was closed off for safety sake and my nice easy escape route had also just been blocked behind me!
So I was forced out on the highway to a very scary race track place that I wasn't very comfortable with anyway. 
And all of a sudden out of nowhere experiencing great FRIGHT on a day that looked like black night I LOST CONTROL OF THE CAR, while all four of my tires were slipping and sliding on Black Ice!
Yes on that day not that long ago I met black ice up close and personally for the very first time! And as I was meanly greeted by the demonic sheet of invisible black ice misery,  that was sinisterly and sneakily camouflaging itself on the road I went into an uncontrollable spin out. 
Happily, however as I started spinning out across four lanes of traffic in that horrible tail spin leading to a horrific wreck of life....amazingly I did not hit any other cars that day... And as they were all Frantically getting out of my way the lights to my life were going out!
Because trying to control the slide of life MYSELF, as I was fighting the wheel and steering the tires, trying to stay alive.. I did Badly crash into the concrete Meridian on that very icy, cold, bitter grey, winters day.
And as I was crashing front, back, front, back, spinning out of control like I was on the tilt a whirl I realized I was going to die!
Happily, however even though completely Terrified!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   in that second enduring the wreck of breath I was thankful.... since I was also totally prepared to fly! 
So like I said in my last post while holding hands with the Holy Ghost I seriously just closed my eyes!
Then I called out…. Jesus Christ help me survive! Or Jesus take me forward, because I have my wings on order! And even though my halo had always been and still is slightly bent I am totally prepared to go back home!
And as I quit trying to control the wreck on my own, I took my shaking vice grip hands off of the wheel, and holding my cupped hands up high in the air, Needing comfort I felt like a lonely child asking for her father to pick her up and take her into the sky!
That means in that divine moment, while leaving the road I started lifting up my swollen crying eyes to Heavenly Paradise!
But in that second as soon as I called out Jesus Christ's name while preparing to go upstairs....the ice turned to rain. And to my surprise I did not die!
Next the car finally quit crashing and then abruptly STOPPED! And the only noise left was of me bawling and sobbing!
Then in that silent second holding tight to the Cross for dear life I realized I was still breathing! .....But not knowing if I was broken, battered, or bleeding, indeed many survival things were crossing my mind!
Bottom line, one thing was clear  with the car totally wrecked also Devastatingly Demolished and with the steering wheel pressing into my side, as the seat belt was cutting tight into my chest, while the trunk was sitting in my lap…..I understood by the Grace of God that I survived the wreck of life….
But still not knowing how to get help, while maybe bleeding to death ….with frost bite setting in….. I felt like I was gravely hurt also LOST besides and that might be the be continued….
Okay realizing you have read my novels, you know I am a master of cliff hangers! So I am going to leave you hanging in my wreck of life until tomorrow when I will finish my true story. Which obviously has a happy ending since I am still here writing!
But until then wondering how badly hurt I was...I will leave you with these healing thoughts.
What do you do when you are lost? 
Whose name do you call out when you are trying to survive?
Bottom line one more time. Who protects you in the wrecks of your life?
Well as for me since I have been sixteen, the name I have called out then, and will continue to hold tight to, and call out day to night has always been Jesus Christ!
Because believe me when you need somebody to take the wheel…. As you survive on earth, or your soul fly's away on an Angels wing to Paradise, You too will want sweet Jesus Christ driving when you are hydroplaning on the slips and slides of satans black ice.. That means everybody needs Jesus Christ day and night  if you are going to survive the wrecks of your life!" Joslin Fitzgerald 
Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....
Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.
So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....
Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.
In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!
Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.
Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!
Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.
Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home! 
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