Wednesday, January 20, 2016


"Good morning world the last couple of days I have been talking a lot about a wreck I was involved in many years ago. 

Then additionally talking about the highs 

and lows of time, while slipping and sliding.... thinking about the wrecks of life I have also been writing about the cold black ice that facilitated that ride. 


Next hitting black ice on the highway I have additionally been talking about preparing to die. 

And as I've been thinking about those scary slippery events, again many things have come to my mind! 


So returning back to a horrifying time when I was preparing to die when my breath was questionable, I still very clearly remember the day not that long a way, when I was innocently getting ready to go to work.

And being new to the state…. in that boring mundane drive I ignored the icy dangerous warning (I did not understand) and I got into my car anyway!

Yes I heard the warning of black ice coming from the radio, but being a newcomer to the area that did not go very far, because I had no idea at all what 

black ice was! 


Accordingly never knowing much of anything, when I got out on my route I was very surprised to find the back road where I always would go was closed off for safety sake and my escape route had also just been blocked behind me!


So I was forced out on the highway to a very scary race track place that I wasn't very comfortable with anyway. 

And all of a sudden out of nowhere experiencing great FRIGHT on a day that looked like black night I LOST CONTROL

OF THE CAR, while slipping and sliding

on Black Ice!


Yes on that day not that long ago I met black ice up close and personally for the very first time! And as I was meanly greeted by the demonic sheet of invisible black ice that was sinisterly and sneakily camouflaging itself into the road I went into an uncontrollable spin out. 

Happily, however as I started spinning out across four lanes of traffic in that 

horrible tail spin leading to a horrific wreck of life....amazingly I did not hit any other cars that day... as they were all Frantically getting out of my way!


But trying to control the slide of life MYSELF, as I was fighting the wheel and steering the tires, trying to stay alive..I did

Badly crash into the concrete Meridian on that very icy, cold, bitter grey,winters day.


And as I was crashing front, back, front, back, spinning out of control like I was on the tilt a whirl I realized I was going to die!


Happily, however even though completely Terrified!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

in that second enduring the wreck of life I was thankful.... because I was also totally prepared to fly! 


So like I said in my last post while holding hands with the Holy Ghost I seriously just closed my eyes!

Then I called out…. 

Jesus Christ help me survive!

Or Jesus take me forward, because I have my wings on ordered! And even though my halo is bent I am totally prepared to go back home!


And as I quit trying to control the wreck on my own, I took my shaking vice grip hands off of the wheel, and holding my

cupped hands up high in the air, Needing comfort I felt like a lonely child asking for her father to pick her up!

And in that divine moment, while leaving the road I started lifting up my swollen crying eyes to paradise!

But in that second as soon as I called out Jesus Christs’ name while preparing to go my surprise I did not die!


And the car finally quit crashing and then abruptly STOPPED! And the only noise left was of me bawling and sobbing!


Then in that silent second holding tight to the Cross for dear life I realized I was still breathing.....


not knowing if I was broken, battered, or bleeding…. Indeed many survival things were crossing my mind!


Because with the car totally wrecked also

Devastatingly Demolished and with the steering wheel pressing into my side also the seat belt cutting tight to my chest I ultimately understood I survived the wreck of life….

But still not knowing how to get help, while maybe bleeding to death ….with frost bite setting in I felt like I was gravely hurt also LOST besides and that might be the end....


to be continued….


Okay realizing you have read my novels, you know I am a master of cliff hangers! 

So I am going to leave you hanging in my wreck of life until tomorrow when I finish the story. 

Which obviously has a happy ending since I am still here writing!


But until then wondering how badly hurt I was...I will leave you with these healing thoughts.

What do you do when you are lost? 

Whose name do you call out when you are trying to survive?

Who protects you in the wrecks of your life?


Well as for me since I have been sixteen, the name I have called and will continue to hold tight and call out day to night has

always been Jesus Christ!

Because believe me when you need somebody to take the wheel…. You want

sweet Jesus Christ driving when you are hydroplaning on the slips and slides of black ice....while you are trying to survive the wrecks of your life!"

Joslin Fitzgerald 


Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....


Your Prayer of Salvation


Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.


So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....


Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.


In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!


Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.


Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!


Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.




Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home! 


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