Friday, September 19, 2014



Good morning world today I'm thinking about the word left and what that LEFT word means when we are left behind or when we're turning in the left direction. In that thought that needs definition “Left basically means pertaining to or standing by a person going the opposite direction, as you are going left, and they are going right……

Left also means to be left behind when somebody goes somewhere, and especially if they die, leaving you alone permanently leaving your side.”


Yes in the case of somebody leaving…. as you are left grieving, while you're going left, and they're going right,

there’s a lot of stuff…. going on in lefts and rights of life!


And today thinking of Left, and being left behind when a love one dies, I'm thinking about a dear sister of mine. No she's not really a family member sister, but Cricket is my sister in Christ. And start to stop Cricket is also my sister of the heart.


Cricket is additionally 



And the day before yesterday’s eve her precious, darling, beloved husband of over twenty years who she dearly will always love forevermore.... Left her behind, as he  left to move into his heavenly home above.


Yes as she turned left in her dreams, Bill went right……..

Flying high into heavens sky on his trip going Away Back Home disappearing into the Son light!


Happily, I can say that I know for sure….. no doubt about it, that Bill went right. Yes Bill went right, on his way back Home. And Right now he is telling his story to be told, as Jesus is holding him tight!


Yes indeed Bill went Right!

And I know this to be true, because Bill is one of the strongest, witnessing Christians, I personally have ever known, as his story is an amazing testimony just like Job in the Bible, that he alone knows, filled with tremendous love, and overwhelming racking waves of constant unrelenting back breaking pain!


Sadly I said, Bill was in terrible Pain, because many years ago a normal, healthy, handsome man, married a beautiful woman, and they had a lovely family. 

Tragically, however in many ways his story did not have the fairy tale ending that most of us are looking for, as owning a construction company, while over seeing a project, Bill fell off of a two story house and cracked his back in half.


Accordingly after that really bad, sad accident (that Bill in so many ways has always seen as a blessing,) he lived in a wheelchair laid out in pain  day after excrutionating day ,where he resided as a quadriplegic for the last going on seventeen years of his life.


Woefully, in that feeling sorry for me kind of way..... that should have been the last of the good times found in his pain riddled life after that day.


Except Bill loved Jesus. And Bill married an earth bound Angel named Cricket.


Thus at the age of 16 years old they made a bold devoted commitment to each other on a simple band of gold, that they would love each other come rain, shine, or pain until the end of time. 

Yes physically they would love until death parted them, and then they would love for eternity after that, as they waited for each other to cross over to them arriving at the heavenly finish line. 


Yes In saying what most cannot do,  their story on earth should have gone on,  but instead it ended…… and as their hands untied she went left and he went right…..


Now again for a lot of people after they die, that would mean there was no more light.


But not for Bill. And not for Cricket, because these two brothers and sisters in Christ have been witnessing every single day of their life for Jesus Christ.

 And even up until the last day when he died in fact, that superman guy, was still telling people about the life that they could have in heaven with Jesus if they cried out, asked for forgiveness, accepted Jesus as Savior,  and bent their knee to the Trinity !


In saying that unable to move most parts of his body except his fingers, head, torso, and tongue this man of God sent out a witnessing blog every day, even in the midst of his terrible growing PAIN. Bill also witnessed at the jails. He witnessed at the hospitals.

 He witnessed in  rest homes. He witnessed laying still at the malls.....because he realized that those were the testing and trying places where humanity had gone to cry and die.


Yes knowing that everybody needs to know Jesus he witnessed on the streets, and everywhere he went, even as he was in terrible gut racking un-decipherable pain, as telling people about the love of Jesus ….. Was plainly his reason to breathe and to remain!


And in those witnessing moments silently 

pushing the wheels that let him roll on, and standing beside him, Cricket held the keys, as she drove him where he needed to go daily!

Yes on earth Cricket was the one lifting him physically, emotionally, and spiritually up, while  tangibly taking him where ever Jesus sent them, for all to see the love that they had and will always have for the Trinity the Holy in Three.


No I don't have any idea over the years how many people Bill and Cricket have witnessed too with the Lord leading them and giving them the words in redemptions rescue. 

Because we always have to remember Salvation's count is Not ours to know. 

In the same way  when someone comes to know Jesus through a written letter, or spoken word heard, that's Not us talking. That's the Lord speaking directly to you, just as he is whispering to You right now, talking to your heart, as I'm sharing a part of mine with you, so that one day you too will have no more pain.

Therefore with Bill opening up Heavens door, it is our prayer for you today, now, before, and forevermore even as Bills voice is still, that we as Christians standing against the evil will, will be speaking up on our blogs!

Yes my sisters and brothers in Christ we must be talking to our neighbors anywhere, and everywhere we go, so that they too….. going Right will know that they are off to heaven and not writhing in hell below!


Yes everybody needs to realize without Jesus Christ in your life that you will be eternally Left behind if they don't ask and seek their salvation.


But even in singing the Lords praises and what Jesus has done in Bills life…. this blog is really more for Cricket than it is for Bill. 

Yes my blog today is for the wife that was just miserably left behind going along her way.


Yes even as we celebrate Bill’s incredible superman strength that he received from God every single day of his life we all need to know that there is more good kindness to come. 

Happily even as we still hear Bills very, very, soft angelic whisper in our ear coming from the lonely wheelchair…… we must testify that this is just the beginning of the days coming for us to listen to an Angel singing, and to Cricket witnessing……


So saying, that this is not an Ending. This is the beginning for both of them

So again this blog is really more for Cricket his queen on earth, The Love of his life. that he just Left crying behind….


Since now Cricket is no longer pushing the wheelchair. Cricket is no longer giving him Iv’s and tenderly caring for his broken body. Cricket is no longer washing him or pushing his feet. Cricket is no longer lifting him. Cricket is no longer the soft spoken powerful prayerful word behind the strong superman. 

Cricket is no longer the one making the doctors’ appointments, while taking him to the hospital. Cricket is no longer on her bloody knees every night cradling him.  



The one Left behind…..will now carry on in her own way as Cricket  is now also showing many others, how to pray, and how to go the right way!


Now it's time for Cricket's light to shine. And in that Angelic glow she is going to be a more Powerful witness for Jesus Christ than she even knows, because she is the one left behind on this earth, to tell the story!


Yes Cricket is the one Left behind to tell the lesson of the Lords glory, and also to show, how her husband stood up to immense amounts of pain that we cannot even physically imagine or explain, while still proclaiming Jesus's name every single day!


Thus as the Lords Circling Legacy continues, now Cricket will be the one speaking up. Cricket will now be the one sharing the story of their love guided and blessed by the Lords love from above. Yes even though Bill left her behind……he left behind in her the drive, and the will to guide others through the Lords touch, and the purpose to survive!


Bill additionally left with her, the divine commitment to continue the ministry the Lord started with him.


So to my brother Bill

all I have to say is HAPPY HOMECOMING BIRTHDAY! 


Yes indeed what a happy day this is! Yes what a great celebration day this is, as now that wheelchair is no more and all of your pain is gone eternally!


And even as my tears are falling like petals in the rain, as I'm writing this…

I am so happy that you are home in heaven where you belong, and that you have No more pain!


Therefore opening many doors once again, as I finish this blog, I just want to encourage everyone who continues to read Bill's Promises from Jesus, and this blog of mine filled with the prayer that we all need to find our Away Back Home…. That you all will know our life is very short!


Indeed we all must remember our breath is so fleeting, when you consider the immense amount of time awaiting us in eternity guaranteed by the Trinity.


Hence, saying that...... no matter where you are in the world today reading my blog, if you do not know Jesus Christ, I pray that at this very minute, you will read this prayer of salvation, and that you too will be saved, so that you also will Never know eternal pain.


Yes I pray that you will ask Jesus Christ today, to come into your life, so when you knock on the pearly gates that you TOO WILL KNOW, with No Doubt, that you are saved! 

Then just like Bill, Cricket, you and I, we will each one day be running down the streets of gold, sliding on the rainbow forever more.


So Welcome home Bill. I am extremely happy to know…. that after all you have gone through that you found your Away back Home!

Thus in your arrival I am now blowing and sending Angel kisses from me to you!


And remember too, when a divine earth bound angel leaves to go home, they will always leave feathers behind. 

So keep looking for the heavenly feathers  you will find, that will come into your life, reminding you an angel has just flown by, or  is sweetly standing there,

 or is walking by your side.

 Love always and a day your sister



Thank you for reading my blog please know that you have just been prayed for( as I am also asking that you are praying for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....


Your Prayer of Salvation


Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.


So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....


Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.


In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!


Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.


Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!


Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.




Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!

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