Sunday, August 24, 2014

ALREADY

 

Good morning world. Yea its already back! And by popular demand I am having another book sharing day. Accordingly this morning I am still taking the quotes from my first novel “AT CIRCLES BEND.” 


In doing that I  appreciate all of your emails telling me that you are enjoying my 3 books, including “A CIRCLE TO INSIGHT, AND A CIRCLE OF CHAOS,” with my different writing style. But for those of you who have not yet started on the Circles Legacy …..saying that, unlike most books where you get lost in annoying, ongoing conversations with confusing characters, you will appreciate these parading pages are easily followed, since there is very little dialog. 


In that offering I know that you too will enjoy reading these books that each easily stand alone, or if read together will be adventurous pieces of a  fascinating building puzzle.

 

Please go to my web site for ordering all of my novels, and my recently released children’s book AN ESCAPING  PRINCESS AND A RUN AWAY PRINCE. 

This is a darling “Please read to me story,” or a “Please I can read this myself easily” book teaching children to stay at home don’t roam, and to love also appreciate their family! 


This is a sweet treat neat "bugs and tea cups" book that was written in love, for All children no matter their race, age, shades, sizes, weights, or looks on their faces!  Click here to order.

 

www.joslinf.com

 

But back to my novel at hand, as Conner’s side of the secretive story will be eventually revealed, the tale is actually told from the wife’s life perspective centering on the traumas, dramas, happiness, love, abuse, and haunted reflective memories of their life, while my leading lady Angelica talks directly to You like you are her neat best friend, sweet confidant, or sneaky therapist. 


Therefore as she opens up a window to her life, and a door to her heart, taking another sneak peek into her "AT CIRCLES BEND" pages, Angelica is now saying….

 

“Thus with the plane’s tremendous fall, we already nervously stepped off the aircraft onto Oz’s uneven cobblestone road in "hot as hell" Saudi Arabia. Yes in that rude awakening finding myself living in hell, I immediately discovered myself unhappily buried underneath the stifling soaring, sandy dunes. 


Visibly I realized in the dark day hours, that even though the sun shone, there was no light through the raining sand, since there were no lights in the tiny apartment.


 Oh no in that dismal discovery, we predictably  stupidly, and equally innocently had recently taken on the challenges of Arabian ghetto life. Yes that was why I had taken a mental day dream out, because I wanted to go back home or anywhere else.

 

Hence in those decisions mentally running away from Saudi, physically abiding in the stifling suffocating world of Arabia’s Al Croak-bar, we already left what was left of our homeland in the United states, while trying to follow the alluring almighty dollar. 


Sadly in that delusion of illusion that we would be better off somewhere new, we left behind whatever was remaining of my home, and my missing mind. Collectively in the empowered process of conquering the bizarre conjunctive Muslim mountain, we were ready, or so I hoped. 


Yet never being able to face anything, or to be ready for what already happened, or what was, or what was coming, I questioned again if I was ever ready for anything.

 

Yes wide awake wishing I was ready at least once in my life for something, while still day dreaming things would be better, knowing that I was never ready for what was coming or what was, I already found myself living on other side of the world with rats the size of cats. 


Sadly we were existing someplace I could not trace on the map, where Coby was eating bugs, with my new born son playing on hard uneven concrete with no rugs. 

Needless to say as time passed on and I had not, I hated the word “already” and I was not sure at all I was up to the coming challenge, so I slept a lot. I dreamed more, and in my nightmares I reminisced that things were getting better, since I needed to escape.

 

No, in the “Already’s” of my days I had not known there was nowhere to run. I had not known if lies could be undone. No, I had not known if I could make it living in hell never seeing the sun. 


Nevertheless, following the Son I promised to try to survive, but as I closed my eyes forcing reality out, while the wild wind-hurled through the apartment, and I wildly hurled again, I once more realized surviving another  lie might be too much of a mess for me to bear or to clean up that time!


Therefore in the “already’s” that had been, that were, and the “already’s” coming once more, I realized the only way to survive the “already’s” in my life was to find the light and have more faith!


Hence again at the end of another circles bend as our “already's” started over  I again bent my knees to pray.” Joslin Fitzgerald

 

Thank you for reading my blog and enjoying my book. In its reflection from Angelica’s life to yours, as you too take on the challenge of your "already’s" past, present, and the ones coming I have a question for you! Are you Already  following the Lords light going to heaven, where you want to be, or are you heading to hell below 

for an eternity of misery!

 In answering that question please know that you have Already been prayed for (as I am also asking that you pray for me. ) In that prayer please additionally know that every word I am writing is Spirit sent in its heavenly direction leading you to....

 

Your Prayer of Salvation

 

Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.

 

So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....

 

Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.

 

In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!

 

Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.

 

Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!

 

Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.

 

Amen

 

Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!

 

In saying that I also thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.

 

Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER. My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted her present. BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED!

 

Happily the new contest will end the last of December 2014, Yes due to the slower than expected releases of my 4 new  books coming this year I have increased the give away. To that end the prize will now be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called  "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY  PRINCE." AND an autograhed copy of my SECOND children’s book called “A KUTE KARING KIDS KLUB” Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.

 

So, to join them for the rest of the excitement  this  year entering is EASY. Just click on the TOP OF MY BLOG that says READER APPRECIATION to find MY HEART that will take you to more information OR go to my web site from here.

 

www.circleslegacypublishing.com

 

To find out more information on how you too can join in the fun.

 

To reach me: jjoslin3@att.net

 

To order my books from Amazon:http://amzn.to/1auDxiO

 

To access my web site:www.circleslegacypublishing.com

 

Thank you also for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.



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