Friday, June 20, 2014


Good morning world. Well I am back and after what seems like forever, Happily my computer problems seem to be solved. So I was wondering as we are all trying to survive our irritations in life, 

what Do you do when problems plague you? 

How do you handle the annoyances in your life? How do you handle your temper tantrums? Well if you are like me you might not handle them easily, and that thought brings me to another day when I get to share my first book 

"AT CIRCLES BEND" with you.


In saying that, this book is all about bends. It is about getting bent around, falling down, getting back up, and then being bent out of shape once again. This book is about breaking or bending. And it is also about wanting to go straight forward as life instead twists you and takes you around the bend. 

Yes in our life as we are trying to find our way, while our hours are taking us one direction ... when we want to go another, this book is about the drama of the heart. This book is further about celebrations, traumas, and disillusionments of time while we struggle to get through those decisions that keep a heart in tact, or breaks us a part.

Therefore saying that this book is about survival found in opening and closing doors, as we discover  the characters going around the circles bend seeking  happiness and endurance . 

Yes as the Payne's endure abuse this reflective “take a look at your own life book” is about trying to survive "your" computer crashes.


Accordingly in  those rewarding yet upsetting confirmations and observations, my leading lady Angelica like many of you, has found herself renewed, yet constantly devastated by ongoing calamities. Sadly, newly married she like the rest of us sees herself sucker punched, as a blend of some kind of a pathetic martyr and hopeful heroine.  

Discernibly in that tragic familiar misery, and roulette gun spin of pessimism or optimism in her move located over the oceans, Angelica is frantically dealing with the Islamic culture, while living with her husband and new born baby in an ancient Saudi Arabian ghetto. 

In those thoughts please join me for another quote from my book 

"AT CIRCLES BEND," You can Click here to order it,

that way you won’t miss out on any of the juicy parts I am Not sharing as we again hear my leading lady Angelica saying....

“In that similar nagging instability that accompanied me, I was precariously perched between exhilaration, and apprehension, combined with exultation and terror. Therefore on my pirate ship of indecision where I walked the plank to my demise many times, I discovered a misstep could be fatal. 

Yes indeed on the other side of the fairy tale propaganda in the same uneasy equilibrium, as I then swayed uncomfortably, I additionally adored happily playing inside my make believe doll houses of my childhood’s mind trying to have life be what I needed it to become. 

Yet, being transferred abruptly  from America to Arabia living overseas and then struggling with what life was, the spotlighted damsel in distress discovered no exit as my splash into reality still seemed eminent, and survival questionable .


Happily, however I would have thought about that another day, and as I ignored that poor thought process during that transient time the innocent Tinkerbelle fairy inside of me (living in a fantasy world of make believe) found temporary fulfillment in my insanity. Yes as I started to fly I looked forward to many years of exciting explorations. 

Understandably I similarly looked onward to an alluring provocation drive to go back in time to my many exotic histories, including flipping back in my brain, as I had flown away into my past.


Evidentially that creativity of my “mind altering” first  fit beautifully into my life of kings and queens where I learned to side step my problems and hide away in my safe palace of sand castles. 

Therefore I learned early on how to dodge the ugly witches and loud dislodged dragons that sadly had become tangible in my reality, and very visible in my vulnerable world. Yes as I attended life’s school, I majored in Princess 101, but failed the classes.

Nevertheless  in spite of everything (especially me being a poor student ,) with our touch down onto foreign soil, trying to survive, I learned many life lessons.


In that list of what I learned and what I needed to practice, I learned to conquer fear with faith. I learned how to pray harder every day. I learned how to enjoy things that at first seemed scary. And daily I learned patience, as I waited for all good things, including my boat shipment furniture, to come back my way. 

Similarly  in all of that I further learned that our first mystical wand trip was magical, like all good fairy tales should have been, and as I immensely enjoyed every new taste, smell, sight also sound I found on that first of many contentious carpet rides of life , that to endure the crashes in my life I needed to learn a lot more. 

Therefore I needed more intelligence with much more faith to survive than I ever had before....

as I closed off the past, 

opening up that new door !" Joslin Fitzgerald 

Thank you for joining me for another flashback into Angelica's life. 

To order her book  called 

"AT CIRCLES BEND" click here

Thank you also for sharing my book, and Please know everything I am writing is a part of my witness "That a life with Jesus is not only survivable in this lifetime, but Jesus is  all you Ever need to live eternally." 

Happily that testimony of love and 

life everlasting is now leading you to.....

Your Prayer of Salvation


Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.


So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....


Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.


In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!


Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.


Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!


Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.




Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!


In saying that I also thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.


Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER. My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted 3 of my AUTOGRAPHED BOOKS as her present. BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED!


Yes the new contest will end the last of August 2014, and the prize will be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called  "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY  PRINCE." Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.


So, to join them for the rest of the fun next year entering is EASY. Just click on the TOP OF MY BLOG that says READER APPRECIATION to find MY HEART that will take you to more information OR go to my web site from here. To find out more information on how you too can join in the fun.


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Thank you also for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.

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