Sunday, June 1, 2014


" Good morning world. In that insightful greeting is it really a good day? And in the goodness or distress that you are feeling going along your way are you blind or seeing? And if you have sight is it just peripheral or is it insightful. Lastly if you are blind are you really seeing more than the rest of us. Yes just how insightful are you?


In our life I have found insight to be the one thing we all think we have, yet that we are all missing. Insight is also the one thing (that if we are honest with ourselves) we each need to find and yet like a mirage, insight stays right out of our reach. In that thought I have realized that the blind can see and the rest of us don’t have a clue what we are seeing that is right in front of us.


Therefore in the plight of sight or the flight of light that has left our life in the lack of insight.... what are we seeing? And in the insight we are searching for yet that some are lacking, why are there still some out there blind to the beauty in salvation.

 Yes in this perplexing situation, my leading lady leading the way, has always been similarly like you today, as she too is blindly hiding away from her tainted past, compounded by the severe problems she cannot escape from in her present. 

Yes Angelica has always been haunted by the devouring tribulations of time, while fearing yet in faith looking forward to unseen and unknown complications of the future. In that review of what to do and how not to do it, let’s again join my leading lady Angelica as she shares a new quote from my first novel AT CIRCLES BEND as she is saying.

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“In my move from the states I realized I was seeing. Yet lacking the insight that I needed to see I was not sure what that meant. Therefore day after day I was finding myself trapped in an endless desert of mistakes. 

To me in that sight the Arabs resembled turtles, and in the same way, as I too was pushing an embattled sweaty face out of my hard shell wearing their ugly dreary suffocating cultural abaya, I had a terrapin’s hijab head also. So, I felt equally upset for me, looking at the Arab's in their robotic states stuck inside their ignorant censored country, as I had for me trapped in my upside down life.


Astutely in that new strange view of an upside down culture through my equal declarations with observations,  I really disliked my situation more, since I too felt censored. Accordingly in that entrapment with nowhere to go I day dreamed a lot, while vehemently looking ahead to better times. 

Therefore in those hours, I endeavored to look onward to a better day when things would be normal. Clearly, however I was just like the turtle that looked forward to winning the race that had fallen short on its face. Plainly in that sprint second as my head threatened to go inside the hard outer shells of my pretense for good, or to explode in my migraine for bad, I had almost given up.


Undoubtedly during that time I was unbearably miserable in their arrogant world, and tried hard not to lose even more sleep over it or to misplace anymore sanity concerning my misery. Visibly I struggled equally to keep my hand and head on straight. 

I, however, felt two faced, and living there in Al Croak-bar wanting to be back home  put me in very serious jeopardy as my terrapins head, even though on, had gone back into my shell.


Intuitively on the other hand of that insane thought at the far end of the test with that contemplation circulating in my mind, I remembered another time when the cute turtle actually won the race. So I had taken a deep breath, and as yet another day ended I was alive reliving exile rations of the past. 

Yet I had become increasingly unhappy looking ahead to victory, realizing that I was losing, as in our move to old time, camel spitting Saudi Arabia coupled with other impending situations, we each justifiably were futilely struggling with many, difficult  things. Yes losing my sight fearing blindness…. insight  was just one thing that I lost, and was always finding, yet losing again.

So during my days I stayed completely overwhelmed by the marooned lack of understanding that was taunting me and haunting us. Unmistakably I was miserably blindsided by the odd intimidating, surrounding poor foreign communication, with challenges assigned, and the country’s absurd Arabic culture. 

Yes the whole international move exhausted me as I was unable to cope with the suffocating black cultural dress, called an abaya, and the dark semitransparent heavy veil, called a hijab, and niqab veil that I was hiding under and was forced to wear.


Therefore upon my arrival to Arabia I instantly regurgitated my current situational position and collectively all the unmanageable food. I furthermore discovered the profound merciless beatings from the screaming dying Saudi sun were unimaginable, and in general, on that abnormal dismantling dismal day when the storms arrived, I was not ready for the lightening. No I had never known if I could survive the tornado.

Yes indeed I realized going through my storms and resulting wastelands, in the sight I had and the insight I was missing, I needed a lot more faith to get through the never-ending day walking in my endless deserts.” Joslin Fitzgerald

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Please know that everything I am humbly writing is in sharing my love for Jesus and Jesus love for you, leading to my witness that is taking you to....


Your Prayer of Salvation


Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.


So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....


Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.


In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!


Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.


Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!


Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.




Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!


In saying that I also thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.


Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER. My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted 3 of my AUTOGRAPHED BOOKS as her present. BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED!


Yes the new contest will end the last of August 2014, and the prize will be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called  "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY  PRINCE." Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.


So, to join them for the rest of the fun next year entering is EASY. Just click on the TOP OF MY BLOG that says READER APPRECIATION to find MY HEART that will take you to more information OR go to my web site from here. To find out more information on how you too can join in the fun.


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Thank you also for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.

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