Wednesday, June 25, 2014


Good morning world have you ever thought about the word entrapment. In that consideration have you ever noticed how certain words come your way during your day? And in their arriving have you ever seen how those words coming to you stay with you all day through as they  rearrange your time, and maybe even torture your mind.

In that tortured reassignment  of time have you ever seen how those haunting words help you get through some of the things that you're feeling. Have you ever witnessed how those taunting words help you handle some of the things that you are dealing with?  

Well yesterday one such word came to me that started me thinking about other things, and that word was the familiar word of Entrapment.

 So instantly the word entrapment started me thinking about what it was to be entrapped, as I realized that there are a lot of ways in life that we feel trapped.


Continuing those thoughts some of us feel like we are entrapped in bad marriages or worse yet we are trapped in disabling toxic relationships where the people we  trusted have not turned out to be what we wanted them to be. Some of us feel entrapped in bad jobs that have also squashed our dreams. 

Some of us even feel entrapped in our finances that are silently taking away everything. And sadly most of us feel entrapped in our flaws that keep us from being who we want to be. 

Additionaly  some of us feel entrapped in the things that we are doing that are keeping us from being free. And lastly in our entrapment some of us are trapped in the things that we are saying or have already said, as people and events are causing us to lose our cool, loose our tempers, loose our minds, and loose our heads!


Yes indeed there are definitely a lot of ways to feel entrapped as we are going through our days. Hence when we feel trapped like rats on a sinking ship, as we experience the word entrapment in our lives it is only natural to search for our way out!


Yes I agree being entrapped can lead to misery! Happily, however as bad as being entrapped is.... there is something good about entrapment too, because in a trap there is always the way out. 

Therefore looking for the exits door in your traps there are causes and effects as we learn our tricky life lessons that will procure our release.


So in seeking the answers to your entrapments have you thought about how you're going to get out of your traps? Yes indeed in the traps and entrapments where we find ourselves 

how are you going to find release?

 How are you going to be set free?


And in the freedom you are seeking who holds the key . Yes who can define entrapment. And who will end your misery?


In that thought my leading lady Angelica has also been thinking the same things. So please join me for another quote from my first book "AT CIRCLES BEND" (and don't forget you can purchase it here so you won’t miss out on anything.)

Yes join me once more behind her Paynefull door as we once again hear my leading lady Angelica Payne saying…..


“Accordingly during that trip as we moved from the United States to Saudi Arabia I felt in that entrapment that I had gone from heaven to hell. In that less than ideal transference I added the words “day dream, nightmare, learned and entrapment ” to my life list of quarrelsome words I had not liked; yet had to experience for me to blossom and grow.

Sadly in that transition going from childhood into what ever stage I was now in, I learned very quickly from our move overseas, I liked day dreaming. On the other hand in the entrapment that reality was bringing I had not liked learning the life lessons found in those nightmares.


Sadly, however in that deliberation, I feared it had not mattered what I liked or wanted, and that I had many more day dreams, attached to screaming tests with instructions coming. 

No, I would not like learning any of my life lessons, as I further sensed a whole lot more entrapment with nightmares and Payne was coming my way. Yes feeling trapped everyday searching for a way out I also feared I would never learn my lessons well enough to endure that pain.


On the other side of the magic wand, however I felt all those fabulous experiences made life so much better, but simultaneously I feared that restless reality was excruciatingly unbearable for me as I turned away from the States.

Of course  I was even more concerned in that turn that I was totally unprepared to face living in the ghettos of old Saudi. Therefore fleeing Arabia in dreams and night screams was easier with good memories I left behind.


Thus In fear laced with struggling faith, the trip was more than I Ever anticipated with experiences so new I had a hard time verbalizing what I was seeing, doing and feeling. Accordingly  in my lack of definition leaving what I had known for the unknown trapped in between a rock and a hard place was equally as hard. 

So, in that retracted review of what I learned, and what I refused to face I realized I had not known anything yet. And in the entrapment of my heart I feared that there was no way to describe what I had not learned or to define what I was hiding away from !


Understandably in that same thought, I reluctantly discovered during that time, leaving the mysticism of the past behind was not easy, since that consecutively meant a loss of excitement, civilization, and even a loss of my mind. 

Therefore, I concluded all those intersecting feelings, inequitably started at the beginning of my physical detention, with mental retardation, connected to realities retention, as I eventually turned loose of what I rightfully perceived was the outer limits of social realms, decency..... and faced what I feared was the beginning of my insanity.


Observably in that reinvented discovery of a million undefined ways to learn life lectures I found satisfaction in travel, and gratification in physical relocation, with mental transportation unquestionably commenced all of my unnatural fears of unknown acknowledgements. Yes that move was the start or stop of my heart, and as faced the day.... I had not known which that was . 

Hence just as a blind moth I once again found no exit in my entrapment as I was heading toward Saudi Arabia’s flame.


Accordingly as I was facing the truth that once a moth was entrapped in a flame, or a bug was wedged in a webbed cocoon, or a person  lost sight of what was in a name, or one no longer relied on faith,  I realized if I was ever going to find the way out I needed to first find the way to be released. 

In that thought I had always known that in life once I was entrapped that only Jesus held the key. 

So in that thought wanting to be set free from all of the fear and Payne in my name that was tormenting me hourly, I once again bowed my head and bent my knee!” Joslin Fitzgerald


Thank you for once again sharing in the writing from my first book AT CIRCLES BEND please see you can order it here so you won’t miss out on what I am not sharing.

Additionally please know that everything I write I am doing in testimony that JESUS LOVES YOU and He wants you to live for eternity. Yes I believe that witness is now happily taking you to your heavenly destination found in…..  


Your Prayer of Salvation....


Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.


So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....


Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.


In saying that Jesus, I believe that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night. Yes Jesus I believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. Yes I believe you are Alive forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day!


Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.


Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave. In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!


Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Biblical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received everlasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior, Jesus Christ.




Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!


In saying that I also thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.


Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER. My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted her prize . BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED!


Yes the new contest will end the last of December 2014, and due to the slow releases of my new books that has caused an extension for the contest closing date the prize will Now be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called  "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY  PRINCE." AND my SECOND Childrens book called "A KUTE KARING KIDS KLUB".....Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.


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