“Good morning world. In this “little tent in the desert story,” things will look familiar to you, as we are all,opening and closing our doors looking inside out, and outside in again.
In that thought as I am sharing another glimpse into my first novel “AT CIRCLES BEND” we will again find my leading lady guiding the pages, as Angelica is once more disturbingly trapped and wedged in the revolving desert doors of her time line.
Interestingly as Angelica (a girl with angel in her name, and little bit of devil in her game) commits crimes against the heart in that old, new, and very familiar ensnared imprisonment she again finds herself abruptly turned inside out. Angelica further discovers herself transported into an entombed world of badlands surrounding her.
Yet as her faith is growing she further finds beautiful gardens surrounding her as she walks in her deserts.
In sharing that thought “At Circles Bend” is my first novel out of a series of many fictional books that I will once more be sharing with you today. “At Circles Bend” will seem like you are holding a mirror in front of your face trying not to break it, since this novel is about facing many exhilarating celebrations, combined with grave hardships, and percieved mistakes.
My book is additionally about dealing with traumas that turn you inside out, while handling the resulting consequences of drama applied to our lies. Yes it is furthermore about what we are each learning as our life lessons are painful to ascertain, yet wonderfully necessary to get us where we need to be going .
To that beginning and gathering conclusion this unique fictional novel reflects the harrowing bends, yet glorious ends, that make up those decisions, compromises, mistakes and celebrations, while all of these things are spiraling our time on this earth out of control guiding us forward to our destiny.
In saying that today is Tuesday. And on Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday I am deviating slightly from my other blog posts. Accordingly due to the need I have, to find the time to continue writing my other books, on the days listed I will be sharing quotes from my first novel AT CIRCLES BEND that I have already written.
Please keep in mind during these “book sharing days” I will be jumping around in the chapters, so to get the whole story please order my book right here. Yes it is available internationally in most countries.
To me this is a lot of fun as my blog now combines my book with what you are going through. And in this combination I love how the soul song of my characters indomitable spirit is seen coming through the pages as the words talk directly to those reading them.
Therefore today by sharing my writing and thoughts with you, on “another book sharing day” I will just let you use your own imagination as you discover how these pages relate to you. I will also let you discover how neat it is that my leading lady is speaking directly to you like you are her best friend or therapist.
Accordingly we will again hear my fictional character Angelica saying something new today as we share in her story, glory, happiness and Payne……
“Reluctantly, whether I wanted to or not, like scratching nails on a blackboard, I had to leave the United States behind. Forlornly, in that moment, I was not braced for the crashes that would follow. I was not properly prepared for the new pitfalls that were coming. No, I was not briefed on the miseries of the miniseries ahead as I would go in and out of my many doors.
Thus in leaving America going to Arabia, I had not once known how severe or great the impact would have been, or that the differences made and traded would have made or broken my heart. Yes, as I was reluctantly yet unsuccessfully tied down to all of that fear coming out of my milling mind..... there was always a lot I had not known.
No I certainly had not comprehended, in departing the safety line of life in the States, or leaving the anchor of our abandoned families how much faith that would have taken to survive the rat race . No I had not known how difficult it would have been to keep breathing just to stay alive.
Sadly, however even if I had known how hard things were going to be on me from the start of breath, and the beginning of “I Do,” none of that would have mattered because I had no choice. Yes in looking inside out I had to be born, married, and go on, because I had countless life lessons to learn and all too soon, whether I wanted it that way or not, I would have learned my lessons as the tentative morphed originating trip of destiny was over.
Saying that the massive plane door already quickly closed, and with that incredibly bumpy take off and equally hard crash landing, had gone my birth introduction to premonitions and international travel.
Miserably I consecutively realized that my interpreted bouts with fearful precognition shockingly were also followed by accompanied exiled elation, as all of that mixed in with brief glimpses into my soul’s struggling future of what was arriving.
So in leaving my homeland I was mentally exhausted. And physically tested, I remembered well feeling the throws of panic and sadness as we said goodbye to the twilight zone.
Accordingly looking back at that first crack in my marriage I remembered that my heart raced, and as the loud engines started again, many scenarios flashed through my head, as I was constantly rethinking things in my mind.
Naturally as I had begun my story opening doors and closing them going inside out, I was particularly concerned about the impending descending escalator travel of love and time.
I was ultimately also frightened about the aviation and arriving departing parts of the plane and my heart surrounding my insatiable lust of life and traveling.
Yes in all of those inside out thoughts that turn you inside out I had known life was going to take a lot more prayer and faith just to open and close the doors to survive the break in....” to be continued…..Joslin Fitzgerald
Well as always that was fun, and I hope the quotes that I am sharing with you encourage you to read my book, because I love sharing my writer’s heart with you. So remember to get the full story and to keep on following my fictional characters Angelica, Conner and Coby Payne please order my first book here.
And come back to my blog on Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday for more quotes from this sweetly inspirational and very motivational adventure packed fun book. See you soon!
Thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.
Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER . My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted 3 of my AUTOGRAPHED BOOKS as her present . BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED !
Yes the new contest will end the last of August 2014, and the prize will be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY PRINCE." Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.
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