"Good morning world. Happily in our roller coaster ride of life it is Sunday again, and that means I get to share yet another quote from my very first novel called “At Circles Bend.” In sharing my book with you I will then follow my sneak peek into the novel by giving you an insider writer insight into your wrestling questioning life, as I connect my vulnerable stressed characters experiences with yours.
Accordingly in that way you will easily identify with my harassed leading lady Angelica as we hear her talking directly to us like we are her best friend, confidant, or her therapist. Remember if you would like to read the whole story, since I am just skipping around in the book, you can order it right here.
To that beginning as you are following in her footsteps we will find Angelica “At Circles Bend” as we again hear her saying…..
"In my explosive roller coaster life I had seen things were agreeable, but even so I had known from many past horrific experiences that more fearful things were coming. Therefore I always felt like I was in a threatening, dense entombed, mysterious cloud, lost at an amusement park. No I could never see through the gloomy depressing fog surrounding me, so I felt I could never get back home.
Yet in those identical odd veiled moments, at the same time, interestingly I had similarly felt extremely happy in the accelerated, exhilaration of the ride. Yes I had known that I would not have viewed any of those ups and down, round or their a bout’s without the old, new mingled mixed message voyages into our unlisted excursions if I was strapped in, or sighted.
Sadly I realized a long time ago there was no difference between standing or falling, seeing and being blind.
Subsequently if it had not been for a very strange direction I was recently forced down and a weird decision that I just made, my life would have been going a very different way. Thus in that ongoing discovery going the wrong way, or following in faith was that really the right way…. I had seen my original anxiety of standing, or falling down, seeing, or not seeing anything was concerning.
In that worry I never knew where I was going, how I was getting there, or why I was headed that direction, as those anxieties found their sick way into my days going way back to the understated start of death’s reaching fingertip’s touch, originating in my childhood.
Tragically that event like coming unstrapped, and crashing on a roller coaster, magnified and haunted my visions into our tragic move to Arabia, and mother’s last breath. No Nothing would have ever been the same after that collision with death, when the magician tricks mysteriously and agonizingly ( like in births delivery) had begun pulling my head out of the hat.
Perceptively in that thought I felt during a devastating dive into my mother’s death, and the day that I thought I survived putting my foot down on the Saudi Arabian desert, I could not believe what I got myself into. Tragically, however in those mental escapes, and running amuck amusement park rides inside my mind, stepping bravely out into a shaky future I had already fallen down.
Yes standing once more the ice previously covered the snowy liquefied white coffin of my mother, and my wrecked life had consecutively ended and begun again…
Happily that is the end of another quote (slightly modified to fit my blog) coming from my first book “At Circles Bend.” To order it just click right here,
and then you too will go on a wild whirling magic carpet ride and roller coaster slide with her, as you bravely venture into Angelica’s life and their world.
Now I would like to share an inspirational thought for your day as this book mirrors yours.
In that reflection how many times have you felt the Lord God has Not known what He was doing?
How many times have you felt in Heavens stupidity you were stuck going the wrong way?
And how many times have you had to rely on dumb blind faith, that just maybe the Lord might know a thing or two. Thus if that was, and still is the case today, even though you are poor, or you are sick, and your love ones have gone away, how many times have you realized that might have been, and could be, the best thing for you.
Yes in the beginning not knowing where we are heading on earth, how many times have you verified Heaven might be doing something good for you in the first and last place in some way.
Ok how many times have you realized sitting on your roller coaster ride of life, as you are walking in Grace, going the wrong falling, calling direction….in yet another contemplation you have really been going the right way after all!
Connectively in that consideration, understanding that we do Not have the whole plan of our time line right in front of our face, and knowing that We are Not leading our life, we also have to realize what seems burdensome, wrong, stupid, and downright asinine to us, as Heaven is in control, is actually good, fine, and right!
Yes as we allow Jesus Christ to lead us, that will be when we will find out the difference between wrong and right, as the roller coaster ride finally makes sense. And that will also be when the Son’s guiding bright light will come into our life always taking us in the correct direction.”Joslin Fitzgerald
Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today,and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world everyday, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.
So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....
Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.
In saying that Jesus I believe, that you were born on Christmas Day. I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night .
Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.
Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I will not go to my endless grave.In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!
Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Bibical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received ever lasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior,
Absolutley I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!
in saying that I also Thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.
Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER . My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted 3 of my AUTOGRAPHED BOOKS as her present . BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED !
Yes the new contest will end the last of May 2014, and the prize will be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY PRINCE." Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.
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Thank You also for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily.Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are UP lifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.