Sunday, March 2, 2014

SCREAMS and DAY DREAMS


“Good morning world. Hummm screaming or day dreaming. Well in that thought happily I am Not concentrating on either, because it is Sunday again. And that means I am getting ready to go to church. That also means I  will be sharing another quote from my novel  "At Circles Bend." 


Therefore in doing that needing to spend time with my family please enjoy another look into your life at the end, as I am again sharing an exert from my leading ladies heart, that is mending yet falling apart.


Yes I am again letting you see inside  Angelica's circling legacy, as she opens up her door giving you another peek into her coming and continuing trials and tribulations.



Now without further ado here is 

At Circles Bend, to order it click right here. 


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And remember my blog goes right back to its normal caring also witnessing tomorrow as we explore a new theme of magic verses faith. Now here is.....

 


AT CIRCLES BEND, where once again Angelica Madora is saying....


So my life had gone, and I found myself with my tiny infant and distant husband living in the old ghettos of Saudi Arabia. No the misery I encountered there was not mentioned in the orientation program, and the poverty I was living in was Not shown in the company’s glossy propaganda “come on over slide shows.”


 Further I found the lies told that sent us where I had not wanted to go were endless, as we were not even living in the American encampment.

 


Thus saying all of that, I was entombed, and in that rat trap I found my only getaway was in mentally leaving my apartment every day. So I slept a lot, and as I dangerously day dreamed and silently screamed  even more on a day like today, I had again taken off mentally, as I thought back to what it was like before…. when I was happy.

 

Hence in my recent flip flop, of my on going lunacy my insane brain was looking for escape as I thought about pretty Holland. Yes I remembered well that Holland was our unique premiere country we already visited before we moved to Saudi Arabia, when unbelievably my one month old baby had just taken off again. 


Absolutely I have to say taken off again, since Coby recently launched, and had flown from heaven to my side. Thus  in that new distribution of time I had seen angel-kissed Holland as just an extended heavenly angelic ride.

 

Connectively on that day, I recollected the cause and effect of each exertion, since the plane ride leaving the United States was disturbingly emotional, and like labor then delivery, that move started a brand new life for my family. 



Obviously in both of those transferences, I had qualms and questions. Naturally I was equally upset, since each hour both delivery reenactments filled me with great happiness, and racking pain in their own ways.

 

Hence in that similar thought, thinking more of travel, and less of child birth, I was sitting day dreaming in our claustrophobic apartment after our horrific arrival into the old Saudi Arabian ghettos. 


Thus as I slowly thought back on the dismal exciting days, I first kissed Coby hello, America goodbye, and had become a fragile flower planted in the dying desert I remembered the time right after delivery when the drifting Dutch slush greeted us. Yes I recollected the day, as in that entry.....the hour we left the soil of our country was just like yesterday......

So ends another teaser pleaser look, inside my first book, that is in distribution, and ready for you to buy, so that you too can keep exploring  the misty and fun shores of Angelica’s mind. 


In doing that I now have a thought for your day as your time is also unwinding.


Ok how many of you are also day-dreaming your life away. How many of you are trying to escape the pain of a breaking heart, or the agony of disillusionment as your plans are falling apart. 


Yes how many of you are trying to replace reality with fantasy, while sadly finding out that your life could never be what you are seeking.


In that investigation I dare say that could be all of us, as many times the reality of life and love we are facing is just completely devastating. Yes sleeping your life away exchanging day dreaming for screaming does seem necessary, and in many ways logical as scary life is progressing.


The problem is day dreaming and seeking fairy tale things will not ever be what you need either, because as we all know reluctantly, those magical things are not real.


Accordingly in saying that, we need to verify the only thing helping you get through your days, and the only thing that will complete you, as you deal with your problems, is believing in Jesus. Yes indeed things will get better, because in your faith, while you are praying, next claiming, and knowing that is true, a better day will be  coming for you !” Joslin Fitzgerald

 


Your Prayer of Salvation

Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today,and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world everyday, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.

So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....

 

Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have  come to you today, as I am silently  praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.

 

In saying that  Jesus I believe, that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night .

 

Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.

 

Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave.In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!

 

Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Bibical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures  I have received ever lasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are  forever my Savior,

Jesus Christ.

Amen

 

Absolutley I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And  I will see you when we go Away back home!

 

in saying that I also Thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.

 

Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER . My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted 3 of my AUTOGRAPHED BOOKS  as her present . BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED !

 

Yes the new contest will end the last of May 2014, and the prize will be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called  "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY  PRINCE." Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too. 

 

So to join them for the rest of the fun next year entering is EASY. Just click on the THE TOP OF MY BLOG that says READER APPRECIATION to find MY HEART that will take you to more informationOR go to my web site from here.

 

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To find out more information on how you too can join in the fun.

 

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 Thank You also for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily.Please know that all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails are  UP lifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.

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