"Good morning world. Today is Sunday. And that means, I am getting ready to share my book with you, so I will have time to go to church to worship too. However, I have to admit the routine of going to church on Sunday and opening then closing your eyes seems a little strange to me. In that statement it is great to be fed once a week, but to me if I had to wait weekly to eat I would be starving.
Therefore I feel the same way about my soul. Hence, in order to keep my soul whole, and well fed I go to church every day.
No, I don’t go to the actual building, but again to me that is all church on Sunday really is, as it is just worshipping, singing, reading of scripture, and a lovely inspirational spiritual feeding with a large gathering of those who believe.
During the week, however I have church with you, and some of the time I have church with just me found in my writing, or in simply looking up to the sky, resting in prayerful thought in a recliner, or sitting underneath a tree watching a pretty butterfly going by.
Yes I have found we don’t need a building, because in our witnessing, and our praying for each other daily, there in lays the real blessing! So welcome back to the Merry Mary Mission, where I am blessed as much by what I share with you, as you all are blessed by the writing, that shows how much we are cared for.
Yes indeed welcome back to my blog today where I will once again be sharing a new glimpse into Angelica’s world with another quote coming from my book “At Circles Bend” that you can order here.
Absolutely as an author I hope that you order the book, so you can get the whole story, since I am just skipping over most of it.
And now let’s take a peek into Angelicas family where we once again “At Circles Bend” hear her saying….
“Unfortunately, in that circling relief or grief, closing my eyes I had not yet realized I was Not in a dream, but rather I was on the dark side of an old nightmare that I thought I had already passed through. Woefully, however living that deadly nightmare all over again in Saudi, nothing was finished. Miserably feeling that way I realized that revolving unsolved nightmares were always there to follow us and haunt me.
No nothing was what I envisioned, and seeing into the future was impossible for my family. So as I tried, I wondered about many things, some I had seen, most I had not, with some things good, others mad, sad, bad or ugly, most just somewhere in between.
And as a terrible premonition of death coming from a deadly blizzard's misery, (as we were dying in a steamy desert,) had overcome me, I pondered why I felt that way. Thus on another note of that conflicted song I wondered how I would have been involved in a grave collision or deadly blizzard living in the blazing Arabian desert, in the first place.
Of course in another thought of the same day dreaming nightmare,while closing my eyes I pondered when I might use my blue porcelain kitchen canisters that belonged to my dear deceased mother that reminded me just how short life and love really were.
Sadly in those old and new rotating memories I was drowning in tears, and as I had seen mamas closed eyes reflected in mine throughout my lonely years, I too wondered how many more days I had left.
Yes sadly I confirmed time was short and in that short stick, my mother was black and blue. Accordingly as my cookie jars, packed away on our boat shipment, resembled the shape of the painted coffin like row houses towering in front of me in my dream we had already explored Amsterdam.
Naturally in that review I had seen comparisons of before and now, suffocation and breath, life and death all around us. And in that unhappiness with me closing my eyes trying to focus on happiness, I had not yet understood why so many negative premonitions with less positive contemplations were going on in my mind.......”
Thus ends another reading from my first novel as I have again shared another quote from At Circles Bend that can be ordered right here.
To that beginning and end Angelica has been a lot like all of us as she was constantly looking back, trying to survive the blast from the past that would not let her go. In the same manner haunted by premonitions of pain in hard rains coming, Angelica was always trying to find answers to questions she was too afraid to ask,
So now blending her life into yours let me ask you a question or two...
In that thought how many times have you felt the same way? How many times have you tried to out run the pain in the past and have instead found the past regrets running ahead of you found in lies or alibis? How many times have you had premonitions of problems or demise? How many times in your nightmares have you been afraid to close your eyes?
In saying that we have all felt the same way, as the past has a way of lasting, and lasting fear of what is coming has a way of constantly being dismantling.
Nevertheless in life there will mercifully be a silver lining. Yes closing your eyes in prayer there will forever be a way to find the silver lining in the storm clouds that are forming there. And just by following the SON light there will always be a way that the past won’t last.
Accordingly in saying that we must verify just by listening to the Lords lullaby, and trusting Heaven is with us that there will forever be a way to daily, and also nightly peacefully sleep.
Yes just by knowing in faith the best is yet to come, there has always been, and will eternally be away to, happily, serenely, and nicely close your eyes in sweet dreams .” Joslin Fitzgerald
Your Prayer of Salvation
Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today,and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world everyday, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.
So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....
Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.
In saying that Jesus I believe, that you were born on Christmas Day. I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night .
Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.
Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I will not go to my endless grave.In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!
Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Bibical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures I have received ever lasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are forever my Savior,
Absolutley I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And I will see you when we go Away back home!
in saying that I also Thank you for sharing in my thoughts and writing as we are going along our way as you are a huge part of my blogs heart.
Therefore in the things that I am sharing I am also honored to share my books with you too as Happily the FIRST contest for my company with our FREE GIVE AWAY IS OVER . My winner has excitedly been notified and accepted 3 of my AUTOGRAPHED BOOKS as her present . BUT, DONT DESPAIR, BECAUSE ANOTHER READER APPRECIATION CONTEST HAS JUST STARTED !
Yes the new contest will end the last of May 2014, and the prize will be an autographed copy of my FIRST CHILDRENS BOOK called "AN ESCAPING PRINCESS AND A RUNAWAY PRINCE." Remember All readers who previously entered, previewed, and reviewed, my books in the first contest are in this contest too.
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