Friday, February 21, 2014



"Good morning world, in my thoughts this month I am still thinking about love, or what it is like to live with the lack there of. Thus continuing on thinking of the word love and now adding the cute thought of bear hugs, I know there have been some of you out there that have no problem at all finding love, being in love, and staying in love. Hummm but then there are the others of us!

Yes some of you have always found love with bear hugs a piece of cake. Yet for the rest of us love has been challenging, life rearranging, then  additionally sometimes even breath robbing, and heart stopping.


Yes for some of us once rocked in the cradle where parental love has gone on its way, away back to their heavenly home to stay, love has not been easy to turn loose of. Yes to me in losing our parents that loss of love seems grave and irreplaceable.


Of course, thinking of things from another point of view, woefully there have been some of you that have been hurt by abandoned bear hugs and love where you never met your mother or father. Yes there have been some children born whose mother, or father, for one reason or the other, have not been there to lovingly ride them around on their strong shoulders.


Sadly in abandoned love there are no bear hugs or any strong fingers to happily hold your hand, or to tuck the children safely in underneath the covers as they are going on their way into nighty night land.


Tragically not having a mother or father there for you, has left some  broken and blue, looking for happiness in abandoned love found in the rubble of a tumbling  heart. Miserably some have discovered finding bear hugs and love in that trouble a lost cause. Yes some are always searching for a mother or father that will not return home in a world torn apart by abandoned love, plagued and haunted with problems right from the start.


Then there has been missing love, love that has never come at all. In missing love, there has sadly been bear hugs you searched for that have eluded you. Dejectedly love missing, proves in its grieving that “happily ever after” will never come true. Miserably missing love leaving you alone, and blue, has always been cruel.


Hummm or again thinking of love differently there have also been days tumbling by then after where soaring happiness has followed in great laughter, until divorce has taken your bear hugs and love away. 

Yes when love is gone, happiness for me and you, has also gone along with our absent loved ones too. Yes I know personally when bear hugs and love are gone it is hard for the sweet heart to carry on.


Hence  in these cases as we make funny sunny faces to hide our pain we have each tried valiantly to find new life and bear hugs with kisses in replacement faces. Sadly, however sometimes even the lie of contentment  cannot be trusted, because happiness, bear hugs and love , have always been very hard to find as we are running away.


Yes sadly I know personally in losing my mother to death’s rest, then shortly after that losing my father to a remarriage test, and also sorrowfully going through a divorce (that was a mess) even though I smile and laugh today ,and yes I have great love in my life now that has come my way, life has not been easy. 

Accordingly  in those eternal rests, tests, and messes I have always known that a part of my sweet heart will always be missing as old love and those forgotten bear hugs are gone.  Gloomily it has been in that missing part of "my sweet heart" that those past occurrences still make my eyes misty!


So I wonder in cases of bear hugs and love missing, or bear hugs and love leaving, or bear hugs and love never coming, in the different states of our hearts grieving is anybody really Happy? 


Yes in this blog and going through life I question, is anybody out there really having a Happy Holiday?


Well those are also good questions as to me thinking that way, it is evident  whether something or somebody is, or has been missing before, or following after, that nothing is satisfactory  about missing laughter. 

Understandably heart break seems especially hard for those who stranded love has never come at all to their hearts door. 

Hmmm or is life harder for all of us in between walking on loves rocky shore knowing that we can not  be happy anymore.


To me it is additionally obvious that is why we need this blogs caring inspirational therapy, (you and me both daily ) because not all of us have found love kind. And in that land mine statement we all need a good friend to share that secretive line of thought with, as we understand in our falling apart losing our minds, and in life’s unwinding, that we are Not alone in our broken hearts or our crazys!


Yes it is apparent that not all of our days have been happy as they have taken us into many different kinds of nightmares looking for our sweet happy dreams. Therefore in going around the circles bend pretending to be happy, I feel like we are all looking and searching for the "Happy, bear hugs, and love " in our life that we are missing.


So I wonder again is there really such a thing as a... 

Happy Holiday?


Ok that has been another good question I asked you. Therefore I have found it true on the day of sweet hearts or the others following faster that bear hugs and love have eluded us ... 

Nonetheless in our rests, tests, and messes I have also once again come to share "the  Good kind news" too, because love has always been easy to find for me and you!


Yes love has always been right in front of us, because True Heavenly love has always been found when you open up your soul, while seeking, asking, and receiving your salvation when you ask Jesus Christ to come into your life.”Joslin Fitzgerald


Your Prayer of Salvation

Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today,and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way.  Yes that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world everyday, with all of the bad things I am doing and saying.

So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior....


Therefore my sins and my unhappiness are why I have  come to you today, as I am silently  praying, because I want to be eternally happy, and I need to be forever saved.


In saying that  Jesus I believe, that you were born on Christmas Day.  I believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong, and show me what is right. And I believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sins day and night .


Thus in believing Jesus, you are the Son of God I am asking for your forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal scriptural promise in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit that I am now going to heaven.


Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am saved, because you died for me on the Cross, and in your arising on the third day, I know I  will not go to my endless grave.In that statement that just saved my life Thank you Jesus, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my soul!


Therefore in this prayer I believe that I am born again into heavens sight, and in your Bibical Promise of salvation written in the scriptures  I have received ever lasting life! Thus as I am asking you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are  forever my Savior,

Jesus Christ.



Absolutley I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming, but if you truly prayed your prayer, to Jesus requesting forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your salvation you are right now this second saved. And  I will see you when we go Away back home!


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